This year is going to be one crazy mother fucker.
Ive been an emotional wreck from the get go and been ecstatically happy the next.
Im going to sit here with my bruised legs and my grazed cheek and plan what i am to do with my escape cupboard in my room, its an exciting thought but i can feel the burn.
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This year already has surprised me. Im an optimist,
I seem to experience the very bad and the very best, theres never a happy medium, but then again thats my life and i can deal with that.
Last year i lost a best friend and a boyfriend of 4 years, it was due to the fact that i couldn't be with him anymore and he turned into someone i didn't know, especially when i ended it.
Things with us were passion filled. I wrote a poem about it which i will explain in another blog.
But after months of separation he wanted to be back in my life. So he took me out for my birthday yesterday as a late one, and we both hit the drinks pretty hard and danced all night.
But when the clock struck 2am his attitude changed. Things got pretty bad and thats why im in the state i am. But as i said this year hasn't started off too kindly.
I seem to have associated myself with some pretty ignorant self centered people, so i end up having to drop them one by one, and now i pretty much am a loner. I need new friends...
So this year, im gonna get a job in commercial street in london, my favourite place, its rebellious, beautiful, edgy, and no one i know is there
another thing thats been brilliant this year, SUICIDEGIRLS OF COURSE!
Its the kickstart to my 2012, beautiful naked women, talking to incredible people, and arranging photo sets with some addictive personalities.
Sorry for the essay. You guys are amazing! just know that
Ive been an emotional wreck from the get go and been ecstatically happy the next.
Im going to sit here with my bruised legs and my grazed cheek and plan what i am to do with my escape cupboard in my room, its an exciting thought but i can feel the burn.
;
This year already has surprised me. Im an optimist,
I seem to experience the very bad and the very best, theres never a happy medium, but then again thats my life and i can deal with that.
Last year i lost a best friend and a boyfriend of 4 years, it was due to the fact that i couldn't be with him anymore and he turned into someone i didn't know, especially when i ended it.
Things with us were passion filled. I wrote a poem about it which i will explain in another blog.
But after months of separation he wanted to be back in my life. So he took me out for my birthday yesterday as a late one, and we both hit the drinks pretty hard and danced all night.
But when the clock struck 2am his attitude changed. Things got pretty bad and thats why im in the state i am. But as i said this year hasn't started off too kindly.
I seem to have associated myself with some pretty ignorant self centered people, so i end up having to drop them one by one, and now i pretty much am a loner. I need new friends...
So this year, im gonna get a job in commercial street in london, my favourite place, its rebellious, beautiful, edgy, and no one i know is there
another thing thats been brilliant this year, SUICIDEGIRLS OF COURSE!
Its the kickstart to my 2012, beautiful naked women, talking to incredible people, and arranging photo sets with some addictive personalities.
Sorry for the essay. You guys are amazing! just know that
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And anyways, it''s only 11 days in to 2012! You've got tonnes of time to be it a good year. x