darlinginvalid

buerocratic asshats!
fucking administration bullshits about their capabilities (or, rather, their willingness) to finance a contingent of 35 to the D.C. march.

people dont get their shit together, all of the levels are withholding information, demanding comittments from students and garunteeing nothing.


but oh, then i hear, an under the table granule of info, the Pres. office will send 5 people, thats all.

Never mind that they let the list grow to 49, fueled the list with empty promises, and then asked 49 of us to drop out or work our asses off to enable us to go.
without telling us, that only FIVE of us could go.

realistically, with the amount of time left, we could put in all our effort, and still, that would only bump it up to maybe 10 at the most

Im sorry, maybe im selfish, but im not pulling someone elses weight if it gets me no where.

i believe we have to stick together, and support each other as women and all that, and honestly even if i knew my personal attendence was unsponsered (and woah i can not afford it myself) i would STILL help. i just wouldnt kill myself trying, its not knowing thats pissing me off. ask me for a big comittment, AFTER being straight about our situation.

BUT IM NOT FUCKING going to make a huge ass comittment, blindly accepting that its all going to work out, to just find out (at the last minute, knowing this goddamn place) that all my effort was in vain, was to send the program organizer, and her few friends, to this march.

im just so friggen frustrated right now, like you couldnt believe.



regardless...
im proud. im proud of the talk that went on as my girls and I worked on fundraising.
im proud of the motivation they showed in response to the withheld info.
theyre good people. i love them.
its why im here. to grow with them, from them, by them.

and we WILL be at the march.