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Friday Mar 26, 2004

Mar 26, 2004
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Went dancing again last night. This time was popscene.
It was nice, and purging to be dancing,
I had a lot of caffinated energy.

But it was hard to be there too. Thinking of certain first kisses that were had. Im so blue thinking about how things turned.
The longer I go without understanding the worse the strain. My hope and faith decays exponentionally.

I pretend like its all gone. But I think deep down its still there.

Le sigh.
of all loses, this is the hardest yet.

But ill not think on it.

other things to think on:

I have TWO books to finish making by next week. this is going to kick my ass because both are going to need a lot of attention to get to the completed point.

I also have to finish my major propsal by monday. also going to kick my ass. i smell impending rejection. (not unlike the smell of dead white men. fucking buerocratic bullshit its going to be, i KNOW it. why wont they just let me study what i want? i know what i need.)

so im going to go to the coffee shop, and try not to think on things.

blackeyed
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peart:
Why you're pretty sassy yourself
Mar 29, 2004
reanimateme:
I feel incredibly gyped. I don't nearly approve of this at all, no no no.

But I can sympathize with y00 though I do that all the time, trying to remmeber what I was gonig to say and crap then going and deleteing what I was saying.

So I agree, but still feel gyped. Poo!

I'm gonig to call you Miss Gyper. wink

skull
Mar 30, 2004

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