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OMG FUCKEN WISDOM TEETH R A BITCH!................. im such pain now i wish i were dead...............k no i dont but i feel horrible cant sleep ,eat ,drink spit anything its so even the pain killers are not doing it ........anyway what ever i put in my tummy wants back up ...........i will attempt to have a normal day whatever that is

Thank you every........one for all your kind words i love you all its good to have that even when theres no personal interaction .......................WELL DUH YEAH IM STILL HERE IT DIDNT WORK ALTHOUGH I DID GIVE A IT A GOOD TRY ...............O.D. ON PILLS I LOST COUNT AFTER 20 OR SO A COMBO OF PAINKILLERS AND SUCH I JUS WANT TO ESCAPE MY LIFE I...
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I just wrote my first suicide note ,im quite impressed with it i have to say ...................................up and down im sick of it ...................BYE.

PROBLEMB:Im happy i actually love my self finally ,for me this is a big change .......................................................................................................................................................................
ok so getting to the problemb i hate my life i dont know why i feel bad i cantt stand being home i dont wanna be around my husband .......even worse he gives me panic attacs BIG TIME so its like a xanax life for me


Something im very...
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I dont know what to say except im so excited i`ve been working so hard on excercise ,running ,joga and weights so i finally am size 9 a big accomplishment for me starting at a size 15, i wont quit not done

OH YEAH ,my sisiters are still the biggest assholes on earth my whole family i donot care for them .SOME ARE DYING AND...
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I............. just .............wanna............. die.......... and i feel selfish with all the damage the hurricane caused i hope no one has any family out there and if so my thoughts are with you all its very sad .

I hate how depression can cause chronic pain im hurting i wanna cry and its been a long time since all that pain ............popping pain killers like candy(starburst...
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This shit is a trip, LAMICTAL wow !

I been bad lately i`ve been doing a bit of my kinda therapy .......shopping.......shopping ...............movies

OK so PROZAC NATION, seen it?

kinda like watching your life..............SCARY
SO I LIKED IT.

I NEED A NEW BELT I BEEN USING THE SAME ONE FOR LIKE 4 OR SO YEARS ,I LOVE IT OBVIOUSLY BUT I WANT A NEW ONE...
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It`s all about..............

LOVE/HATE




I love SHANNYN SOSSAMON she is so beautifull ,i want her

FUCK IT !

Im going shopping i need some serious cheer me up therapy........hope it works ...........if not then i`ll run the whole day.


I have chronic pain it hurts i need some vicodin and 3 soma`s

Ahhhhhhh take a deep breath everyone! thanks i feel better .

Some say i have mental isues ,i say im special hahahahaha

ran 3and 1/2 miles and i still feel horrible ,what happened ?i wont give up though i love to workout so that should help .



do you ever just cant stand the person your with and want him/her to dissapear?

i ran some more i love it this time i went by time and just did 95 minutes oh well it was good for me...
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