NOW I UNDERSTAND THE REASON MY PSYCH SAID WATCH MYSELF CLOSELY CAUSE THE SUICIDE AND DEPRESION RATE SKY ROCKETS THIS TIME OF YEAR ..............................I FEEL LIKE SHIT SADNESS OVERWHELMES MY BODY AND IS KILLING ME AND MY HAPPINESS ....................................WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT I REALIZED THE LAST 4 YEARS AT THIS TIME OF THE YEAR I OST IT AND ENDED UP IN MENTAL HEALTH LOCKDOWN .
IM REALLY KEEPING AN EYE IM SICK OF THAT STINKY ASS PLACE SOME OF THOSE FOOLS ARE JUST FUCKED UP NOT TO SAY IM BETTER BUT THEY HAVE NO CLUE WHATS GOING ON....................................... JUST DONT HAVE REASON TO REASON WHACKED .
I KNOW BEING THERE IS FOR MY SAFTEY IF I BACAME SUICIDAL ,IM VERY SELF DESTRUCTIVE WHEN I LOOSE CONTROL IM STILL A GOOD PERSON AND FUN AND HAPPY AND DPORKY AND MY GIRLS LOVE TO HANG WITH ME I MAKE NEW FRIENDS EVERY WEEKEND THATS AWESOME ,BUT WHEN THE DOOR CLOSES BEHIND ME IM SOMEONE ELSE ...................I FEEL LIKE A CLOSET LOOSER AND THAT MAKES ME SAD ..........................KNOWING HOW MANY PAOPLE I HAVE AND HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVE ME AND LOVE BEING AROUND ME .
I HATE THE HOLIDAYS THEY ARE THE WORST MY PARENTS AND SUCH I HAVE NO REAL RELATIONSHIP WITH AND MY HUSBAND HAS NO FAMILY IN CALI SO HMMMMM WE GOTTA DO OUR OWN THING OR MAYBE NOTHING OR HEY YA ALWAYS HAVE ...................................DENNYS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA
I LOVE ALL YA SUICIDE FRIENDS HOPEFULLY I`LL MEET MORE OF YOU OUTSIDE OF THE INTERNET I GOTTA GET MY FINANCES STRAIGH THE BIGGEST KILLER OF ALL IS ..............................BILLS ALONG WITH HOLIDAYS AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BUT ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS IM LOOSING WEIGHT AGAIN AND I FEEL PRETTY GOOD I LOVE MMY MAKEUP AND HAIR SO I FEEL PRETTY GOOD AND POSITIVE I WORK REALLY HARD AT THAT
MY GLASS IS HALF FULL.
HOW ABOUT YOURS?
IM REALLY KEEPING AN EYE IM SICK OF THAT STINKY ASS PLACE SOME OF THOSE FOOLS ARE JUST FUCKED UP NOT TO SAY IM BETTER BUT THEY HAVE NO CLUE WHATS GOING ON....................................... JUST DONT HAVE REASON TO REASON WHACKED .
I KNOW BEING THERE IS FOR MY SAFTEY IF I BACAME SUICIDAL ,IM VERY SELF DESTRUCTIVE WHEN I LOOSE CONTROL IM STILL A GOOD PERSON AND FUN AND HAPPY AND DPORKY AND MY GIRLS LOVE TO HANG WITH ME I MAKE NEW FRIENDS EVERY WEEKEND THATS AWESOME ,BUT WHEN THE DOOR CLOSES BEHIND ME IM SOMEONE ELSE ...................I FEEL LIKE A CLOSET LOOSER AND THAT MAKES ME SAD ..........................KNOWING HOW MANY PAOPLE I HAVE AND HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVE ME AND LOVE BEING AROUND ME .
I HATE THE HOLIDAYS THEY ARE THE WORST MY PARENTS AND SUCH I HAVE NO REAL RELATIONSHIP WITH AND MY HUSBAND HAS NO FAMILY IN CALI SO HMMMMM WE GOTTA DO OUR OWN THING OR MAYBE NOTHING OR HEY YA ALWAYS HAVE ...................................DENNYS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA
I LOVE ALL YA SUICIDE FRIENDS HOPEFULLY I`LL MEET MORE OF YOU OUTSIDE OF THE INTERNET I GOTTA GET MY FINANCES STRAIGH THE BIGGEST KILLER OF ALL IS ..............................BILLS ALONG WITH HOLIDAYS AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BUT ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS IM LOOSING WEIGHT AGAIN AND I FEEL PRETTY GOOD I LOVE MMY MAKEUP AND HAIR SO I FEEL PRETTY GOOD AND POSITIVE I WORK REALLY HARD AT THAT
MY GLASS IS HALF FULL.
HOW ABOUT YOURS?
maj1234:
I have major depression too 69. It's a bitch, especially at this time of year. I truly think the lack of sun fucks us ppl up even more than usual. I was in the psych ward once and I would just as soon gnaw my genitals off then go back there. Don't know about you but I find that a combination of meds and therapy seems to keep me fairly level. Everyday is still pretty shitty but I survive. You will too. Hope you feel better soon.
