why does mood change just sneak up on yo it`s like im happy as hell and then im hatefull exil don`t eat stay my ass in bed talk to no one fell like i dont wanna be married it`s just a sad though i`ve been trying so hard to be positive and happy but right now i feel i dont have it in me i feel like im giving up and just dont care fuck the worl kinda shit im waiting for things to hapen things im expecting to happen i have good as hell reasons im no more patient and becoming frustrated.................................... 
Heres hopin'.
Luv ya chick. Hang in there. Remember I'm here if you ever need.