darling69

So now it`s time for vacation planning YEAH so first i will head out to vegas this weekend i can`t wait to get outtta here and my alll time yearly fav is our cruise feb,27 not to far away it will seem forever 5 days on a huge ship being catered to oh yes does it get any better .

I been puttimg in some camera time gotta get that done ,im getting a new do on thursday although it always kinda feels not so different cause i willnever color my hair again well nothing permanent any how , i almost lost it last year (to much bleach ).

On a sadder note my little sis who i love to pieces is in the emergency this morning for overdose and attempted suicide and off whe will go to mesa vista ,gawsh i never saw this one coming she`s just 15 ,i guess she has been doing a lot of partying so many pills ,i told her i love her ............it will be a rough road especially with parents like ours they do not aknowledge or did they even rush her to emergency they said "we are busy and have to get to work "

Let me tell i come from a disfunctional family everyone of us has been in rehab , mental institution and medicated ,now with my dad having parkinsons i would thought they could care just a bit more ,they always tell me life is to short to be hatefull and angry ,and i agree .............they are hipocrytes ..........oh well i will concentrate on the positive and just be there for my lil sis, i love her in such a special way different the way we are our realtionship is the best.