My very good friend and college roommate got engaged last night. Am I a terrible person for admitting that I am jealous as hell? Not necessarily about the getting married part... I'm not sure if that's something I ever even want to do. It's just that, she's nuts! I love her, but goddamn.. she is a crazy person. And yet she found someone that wants...
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goddamnit. why did I make out with his friend..... this makes things complicated. oi.
people need to stop telling me where I can find the ecstacy. it makes me/gives me an excuse to do stupid stupid things.
ps: I think I may be developing a problem. with life. too much booze, too many drugs, need to go home with someone far too strong.
people need to stop telling me where I can find the ecstacy. it makes me/gives me an excuse to do stupid stupid things.
ps: I think I may be developing a problem. with life. too much booze, too many drugs, need to go home with someone far too strong.

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viking:
you'll sort yourself out if you want to enough, i guess, if you need to enough. happy holidays. x
meow:
Thanks for the comment on my new set!



I have been cheating on rock & roll with a synthesizer.
and it feels so good.
(could be the cocaine talking)
and it feels so good.
(could be the cocaine talking)
whiskeyface:
if you ask nicely synthesizers can really fucking rock
was that Asian W.K. running around in that video
was that Asian W.K. running around in that video

viking:
wanna learn some kinda pc mixer programme make shitty electro synth beats...
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tournee:
Hopefully, you'll get some heat before it gets continuously cold.
andrealaz:
god, such pretty face!!!!!!!
Ugh. I don't know how to date. I overanalyze everything. How do I stop that?
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tournee:
Is there a proper way to date!?
I continually hear to just be yourself, and one of my tendencies happens to be over analzying scenarios also. So, I attempt to compensate(over-compensate?) by joking. Regardless, I just try to have fun.
I continually hear to just be yourself, and one of my tendencies happens to be over analzying scenarios also. So, I attempt to compensate(over-compensate?) by joking. Regardless, I just try to have fun.
zepp101:
You're not alone on that one, I was doing it last night

It never rains, but it pours.
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suicide_earl:
...a nice Minnesotan boy? 'Cause I know you don't have KQ92 out by you.
bunni:
Thanks for the lovely comment on my set "Summer's Gone"!
<3 Bunni
<3 Bunni
I can go from so high to so low in a heartbeat. I need to learn not to let the actions of others affect me so much..
he couldn't just leave me alone. I officially fucking hate being so accessible to assholes via AIM.
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boy: i love that the modern way to disconnect with someone is to unfriend them on social networks. really impressive.
me: considering it is the only connection we currently have, I figured it would be appropriate.
boy: then why not block me from aim?
me: I thought...
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boy: i love that the modern way to disconnect with someone is to unfriend them on social networks. really impressive.
me: considering it is the only connection we currently have, I figured it would be appropriate.
boy: then why not block me from aim?
me: I thought...
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tournee:
My condolences for some unnecessary fucked-up-bull-shit.
suburbia:
Aww, you sound so sweet though. That guy is just an idiot, thinking that everything has to do with him and has little regard for other people's feelings. I think DUG's analysis of the situation is spot on. He's pretty good with being extremely honest and blunt.
I hope today is going better for you.
I hope today is going better for you.

I just got into a huge fucking fight with someone over... over I don't even know. I don't know what the fuck just happened. He tells me he is staying away from me "for my own good" and doesn't understand why I treat him like an asshole for it. Homeboy broke up with me via the 'failure to answer or return phone calls' method.. randomly...
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notoriousdug:
It's a power/ego game, it makes him feel good about him to have you chase him so he gives you just enough to fuck you up.
He is a toxic person, cut all contact or you are going to be dealing with this until he gets bored, finds somebody new to stroke his ego or realizes he is a douche.
He is a toxic person, cut all contact or you are going to be dealing with this until he gets bored, finds somebody new to stroke his ego or realizes he is a douche.
walkere:
^^ i agree with ohash sounds like a douche..............good luck lady and are you ever coming back to c-bus to visit?
but you're also right - it's what we want, love and intimacy and security. just hope that you don't settle for someone second rate in your quest to find it.
also, if you're looking for something to do NYE in Chi, some friends djing and tending bar at Danny's Bar in wicker park, more mellow than some of the other stuff. that place is filled with good peeps.