Remember that ex that keeps popping up and mindfucking me?
He's baaaack. He emailed me saying he misses talking to me and asked me to text him. So I did. And yeah...he just wanted to say "Hey.." "Whatup" and I can't fucking stand it. The whole reason we broke up was because of his shit communication skills.
But the fact of the matter is, he really makes me remember how just plain lonely I am. And when I was sick and bedridden, I missed someone being there for me. Petting my hair, getting me tissues and Ginger Ale. Telling me I'm pretty even though I haven't showered or done my makeup in days for lack of strength. It really fuckin sucks.
I try to put up a front that I don't care and I'm fine alone. But it's true. I miss someone calling me babe and kissing me after work and telling me to have a good day etc. etc.
Poo
I don't know what to do.
Who wants to pet my hair?
He's baaaack. He emailed me saying he misses talking to me and asked me to text him. So I did. And yeah...he just wanted to say "Hey.." "Whatup" and I can't fucking stand it. The whole reason we broke up was because of his shit communication skills.
But the fact of the matter is, he really makes me remember how just plain lonely I am. And when I was sick and bedridden, I missed someone being there for me. Petting my hair, getting me tissues and Ginger Ale. Telling me I'm pretty even though I haven't showered or done my makeup in days for lack of strength. It really fuckin sucks.
I try to put up a front that I don't care and I'm fine alone. But it's true. I miss someone calling me babe and kissing me after work and telling me to have a good day etc. etc.
Poo
I don't know what to do.
Who wants to pet my hair?
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indiebuddhist:
I agree with kcim ... That acts of affection are what's missed.
scarekrow:
You have Sir Hops A Lot. I'm sure me might try to eat your hair, though.