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darkwun

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Sunday Oct 22, 2006

Oct 22, 2006
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Alone I'm shatterd,
bathed in the glow of the stars
all of the shards don't catch the light
I'm broken and alone as I look into the night sky
it's warm and calm
I am am empty person
who wants to play with a broken toy
a toy that hurts everyone close to him
but how can I enjoy it?
why do I smile when someone close to me hurts?
when someone doesn't play with me I hate it
but I hate it more when they do play
I was never complete in the first place,
was I?
look at how I bleed.
I am and empty soul, I hurt people to feel
but no one hurts me the way I want them too.
Why doesn't anyone reach out and push the button
the special button that hurts so much
why does everyone avoid chipping away at me?
I just want to hurt
to feel
a life
love
do i deserve it?
Am I deserving of the kind of love I look for
who wastes their time on toy like me
GRAB THE DAMN RAZOR
PUT IT IN YOUR HAND AND TAKE IT TO MY EYE
THEN RAKE IT OVER MY ARMS
DOWN MY LEGS
ACROSS MY CHEEK
SHOW ME YOU CARE
SHOW ME YOUR LOVE
But you wont...
you like your toy like this
broken, empty, pathetic
even when he entertains you
you want him hallow

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