darkstryder

It has recently accured to me that I may actully be one of those people who are happiest when I a am miserable. I am not to happy about that realization. That would explain why I do the things I do. It would also explain alot of the relationships I have had in the last few years.

I have just been drifting since I left the Army 2 years ago and I havent had any real dirrection. I just fell into this funk and havent gotten out of it yet.

Atleast now that I know the problem, maybe I can make steps to correct things.