Today I feel like utter shit. Ive fucked up something great with a friend cos im a total dickhead. Ive cut my hair so now its short and I dont like it. I wanna go out tonight but if I go il feel like such a tag along which is what i am really cos i have no true friends here. I wanna go back to Luton, move in with Ro, be near my baby and everything will be fine...I hope 