darkrabbit

People... always letting you down... I'm starting to think that all of these disappointments will wear down my resolve and leave nothing but a bitter, spiteful, self centered predator. I don't want any sympathy or "comforting" just me venting on reality and the utter nonsense people dish out. A freind of mine is hell bent on finding me a "cuddle buddy" like that is what I need or want. I'm not lonely. I'm not disparate at being single. It's my own choice. Besides, I'd take a sharp creative mind over a nice body any day (both would be nice though...) Sure, I'll flirt and such... but it takes a little more than a cute face to win me over. My problem is that I see through people. See what they really are. Sometimes I wish I were an ignorant sheep like many others. Fortunately for me, I have some close friends who aren't like that. Sure they have their quirks, but I wouldn't change them for anyone. I've also met some really cool people here, some I'd like to get to know alot more.
My life is coming to a major turning point. How it will turn out, I have a good idea, but don't really know. How I become is what really scares me. It'll either set me free or trap me in a cold, dark world. At any rate, I alone am responsible for what is to come and I accept it. I regret nothing. My mistakes make me who I am, and will be. I just hope I don't make another wolf...

Without all of the bad in the world, there can be no good.