darknyghtzdream

Duke's Big F*CKING Deal is comming up June 18th. Why do I wonder about this one? Last time Duke had a Big F*CKIN Deal two friends ended up using the safe house as a sex pad... dispite the fact that 2 other people were trying to detox and sleep. So I wonder. Well anywayz, I wont be using the Safe House. I'd sooner go home shitfaced and unable to walk.

So yeah, I was accused of being gay today. Now, before anyone says anything, I have NOTHING against gay guys... me being Bi and all. Actually, the first guy I had a crush on was a gay guy named Payton. He was a short, chubby geek, but I was like in love with him. Omg... he was so cute! lol... so anywayz... yeah. Accused of being gay. Why? Some chick walked by with me and some of my boys watchin. So... yeah, she notices them looking at her and I admit, I checked her out for a brief moment... but she was nothing special. I'm not very into skinny girls and she was like skin and bones... not really my style. She noticed the guys watching her and started like swaying her hips a little more and turning to look at us. They were all pointing at her and talkin and stuff... I wasn't even watchin anymore. One of them asked what I thought of the girl, and I told the truth, "I don't really care about her." So then they went into their spiel about sex and me needing to get laid and... again... I answered honestly, "I don't really care about getting laid." So... then they said I need a girl anyway... and... "I don't care about girls." Which... in general is the truth, but I don't really care about guys either. I mean... I remember when I used to call myself a-sexual. Girls and guys are nice, but getting laid and having a boyfriend/girlfriend isn't all there is to life. It makes life nice, but if life for me can't be nice without that... then Why bother continuing it? So yes... after the "I don't care about girls." comment, I was branded gay. So I'm the first gay guy who likes girls too. I wonder...
I also wonder if I'm the only guy like this? Am I the only guy who just... doesn't really care about sex and relationships? I mean, I admit that sex is great, and a relationship is nice, but neither take preffrence to me. Sometimes I think it's simply because of the element I'm arround. I mean, I've had female friends that refused to wear underwear because they said it's too constricting, and it really didn't phase me. I've had friends walk out of their room in nothing but a bra and boxers and... I admit I looked for a brief moment, but then I returned my gaze to the TV ( which I never really watch ) and didn't let it bother me. Am I the only one like this? I know I can't actually be gay because I'm the same way with guys. Maybe I'm defective...