darkmrfripperton

This morning around 2 a.m. I was thirsty so I went to a Cumberland Farms in Milford to get some water. I didn't feel like coming back home right away so I went to the old green bridge by the river. I put my seat back and listened to Coast To Coast AM for awhile. A huge, bright green fireball flew overhead at one point. I love seeing those, they're pretty rare but I have a habit of being in the right place at the right time to see them. It lasted for so long I thought it might hit ground somewhere but it did burn up after all. I waited for several more minutes hoping to see another but nothing happened.

Across the street from where I live, they chopped down most of the trees two years ago. Sometimes a bright star will be at the very top of the hill and it creeps me out because for a few seconds it looks like someone is up there with a flashlight,lol. I just find it eerie.

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This month's meeting of NH Media Maker's is today but I can't go...I can't spare the gas money to drive all the way there.
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My doctors appointment for depression is tomorrow afternoon. I'm really nervous. Not many people know this about me but...I've like almost never been to the doctors in my life. I've never been seriously ill or hurt and when I was little my parents never took me because
A) we couldn't afford it
and
B) eh, I was fine, nothing's wrong so why take me?
Who knows what's wrong in my body because I never had doctor check ups as a kid. Oh, and when I was grown up and had insurance, if I ever said I wasn't feeling well they'd be all like "go see a doctor." After I'd grown up with the habit drilled into me that you don't go to the doctor,lol. So doctors were fine as long as they didn't have to be bothered.
But still...I'm nervous about tomorrow.
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If you are a Mom and you are reading this, Happy Mother's Day!

I miss my Mom so much!