so the girl thats leaving in 2 weeks and was the first girl to look at me. i fucked up cuz i wasnt able to open up til she just wanted to be friends then i fucked up more. i bought her a ferret like 2 days before she broke me, ive tried to get her to listen to me but it just pisses her...
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shes leaving to a new job in 2 weeks. i want to thank her for showing me what it felt like to be wanted. ive never been wanted before her, she showed me something i never thought could happen, now shes leaving and doesnt want to hear me out. i just wanted to tell her how much i wish she could let me hold her...
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so the only girl on this planet who doesnt look at me like im a monster or a freak is ganna be leaving her job, same place i work, for a new job. i try to ask her to unblock my number so i can at least keep in contact with her but that didnt go so well, she told me its moving on. lol...
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is life worth a damn when u can see the future and its filled with loneliness. the first woman to actually not fear me and said she wanted me, isnt ganna change her mind and want to be friends outside of work.if she leave this job, idk what ima do ~_~ at least i have enough liquor to forget shit til tomorrow. time to watch...
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fuck mixing it, im only drink straight now. watching things in different languages is making my crack up now to watch star wars
pertdz:
Que la fuerza te acompañe
cigno:
Damn i love rum!
only took like 2 years lol to get my morrigan tattoo filled in, would have gotten it finished much earlier but i was wanting to get another started right when i got it finished XD still need to find what i want next
people at work will believe the b.s. lies i tell them once i get my ink done and cover it in a bandage o_o last time had 2 people think different thing. 1 guy i told i was stabbed by a homeless dude and the other one i told that i was messing with frieworks and got shrapnel stuff stuck in my arm. ill lie...
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need to find a new series to watch to try n forget that im missing her... need to pick up another new bottle now too ><
grimm then hawaii 5-0 and 100 proof cap. morgan weeeee and missing the only girl on earth that gave me a chance DX only to have me fuck it up since i dont trust people anymore. time to load 5-0