to hope the only gf i had will ever speak to me again.
lost my oldest sister, i ask myself what if
had a co worker message my ex hoping she would say nething
thought she would say something after i had my number given to her
heard nothing, then i hear shes got someone else. it hurts every time i think of her but that, that pieced deep
i had another message to deliver to her, telling her my niece died sunday after being in coma early saturday
even after thats delivered life will always be hell. how much more will i be able to take :.(