darkkobra

lost my white ferret 4 months ago, now my other ferret is sick and his vet appointment is in the morning but i dont think hes ganna make it. lol life just keeps getting worse what next, my dog, my best friend, i lose an arm lol...

whenever i drink i start to crack up just from doing nothing lol time to passout n forget stuff that i dont remember now

next week the first, last and probably only girlfriend ive had leaves for her new job. she doesnt really talk any more and blocked my number but i found yukon jack perma frost schnapps tastes good. now back to watching scorpion

so the girl thats leaving in 2 weeks and was the first girl to look at me. i fucked up cuz i wasnt able to open up til she just wanted to be friends then i fucked up more. i bought her a ferret like 2 days before she broke me, ive tried to get her to listen to me but it just pisses her...
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shes leaving to a new job in 2 weeks. i want to thank her for showing me what it felt like to be wanted. ive never been wanted before her, she showed me something i never thought could happen, now shes leaving and doesnt want to hear me out. i just wanted to tell her how much i wish she could let me hold her...
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so the only girl on this planet who doesnt look at me like im a monster or a freak is ganna be leaving her job, same place i work, for a new job. i try to ask her to unblock my number so i can at least keep in contact with her but that didnt go so well, she told me its moving on. lol...
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is life worth a damn when u can see the future and its filled with loneliness. the first woman to actually not fear me and said she wanted me, isnt ganna change her mind and want to be friends outside of work.if she leave this job, idk what ima do ~_~ at least i have enough liquor to forget shit til tomorrow. time to watch...
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fuck mixing it, im only drink straight now. watching things in different languages is making my crack up now to watch star wars

only took like 2 years lol to get my morrigan tattoo filled in, would have gotten it finished much earlier but i was wanting to get another started right when i got it finished XD still need to find what i want next