yup, the only girl i thought was real, was...is just like all the other fucks i liked or had feelings toward. im done being used, done trying, done hoping, and soon done with this hell. bitch said shes been hurt and lied to before, and thinks that that is what pain is. LOL...no, not even close. i wish i could have a life...could of had,...
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y did i wake up without my shorts on o_O i remember watching lost girl. fell asleep, woke up at like 6am my laptop was still on my arm rest and my shorts were missing. o_o r the underpants gnomes real O_O
wish i knew y my, eh ex? , wont reply to any of my messages. sadface
i think my next tattoo will b a tribute to the only gf i had. that confirmed my life is cursed. since she likes horses and since she pretty much showed me life blows, im thinking a female dullahan.
stupid dating sites v.v they dont work. and now the only girl that wanted me enough to date for awhile has become like the others, scared. v.v i warned her before she said she liked me that no other girl has had any interest, that im pretty sure theyre all scared of me. well at least i can focus on my last ride >:o and...
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after finally having someone that wanted me for the first time in my miserable life, just to have her break it off, the to pretty much blacklist me. holidays feel worse now then before. not being able to spend time with someone i though would save me from the darkness, is hell. i tried to get her to understand y it was hard for me...
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well idk what to do now, its beginning to look like the only girl that came into my lift wants nothing to do with me. im not 100% if thats what it is, tried reaching her few different ways. only hope left is to ask a coworker if shes knows what is going on with her. need to have her ask y she wont speak...
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shes not working at my work and i cant get a hold of her. she was told to leave last night cuz she wasnt an employ anymore. she came to me in tears to tell me. im very fuckin worried about her tried txting her on 2 other phones and havent heard back, i called n left a message telling her to call my house...
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