Todays blog is about lots of complaining....
Well first off a good note lol I got 3 video games
Dark cloud ( ps2) addictive
Folklore I really liked it, one of the only games I've ever finished
3D dot game hero
Id post pic but I'm too lazy to wanna turn on the actual computer, I'm using the iPad and you can't attach pic with it
Been keeping track of my BBT. It confuses me sooooooooo bad! According to everything I've been reading I might be pregnant again. Every test is negative though. My ovaries have been hurting so bad. Like someone using them as stress balls. I'm use to hurting so that's nothing new. It's just not the normal period hurt. I don't know if the miscarriage had anything to do with it. I know when I ovulated because it dropped me to my knees. So if my cycle is "normal" blah blah.. See why I'm confused. I hurt pretty bad last night too. Ugh..
Technically I don't have nerves to be receiving the messages of pain. But I still get pain. <3 endometriosis. I'm suppose to start my externship for school but if I'm pregnant, I cannot do my externship.
Now is the last two tries I have before, I'm put on birth control or set up for yet another surgery. I hate that everyone keeps telling me, stop worring about it, it will happen when you least expect it. I don't have that luxury. I'd so much rather adopt. Hubby swears that it'll work. He really doesn't want to adopt. Or more so that's how I take it
I'm a huge believer of everything happens for a reason. No matter how shitty it is. This, is starting to be right up there with pretty shitty. Get your hopes up to be dropped on you face. Kick them when their down. Thing can always be worst. I might have a devil spawn for a puppy , a body that hates the hell out of me ( for example, throwing out my hip when I got back from mo by having sex..) guinea pigs who love chewing on paper while I'm trying to sleep, my body hating me.... Yeah, but I'm very fortunate. My relationship is the best it's ever been, he even snuggles every once in a while.
I think the thing that bothers me the most is knowing my moms struggling and I can't help her. She's ran into so many problems because my dad passed and his name is still on stuff and it's going to cost her tons of money she does not have to make her life a bit easier. She can't even classify herself as poor because she makes a bit to much for being the only person she has to take care of. So instead her bank account stays negative. Yeah ok, that's just my mood today.. Negative... I think it calls for a sexy dress to make me feel better!
Sweetheart is playing at a rally today.
Well first off a good note lol I got 3 video games
Dark cloud ( ps2) addictive
Folklore I really liked it, one of the only games I've ever finished
3D dot game hero
Id post pic but I'm too lazy to wanna turn on the actual computer, I'm using the iPad and you can't attach pic with it
Been keeping track of my BBT. It confuses me sooooooooo bad! According to everything I've been reading I might be pregnant again. Every test is negative though. My ovaries have been hurting so bad. Like someone using them as stress balls. I'm use to hurting so that's nothing new. It's just not the normal period hurt. I don't know if the miscarriage had anything to do with it. I know when I ovulated because it dropped me to my knees. So if my cycle is "normal" blah blah.. See why I'm confused. I hurt pretty bad last night too. Ugh..
Technically I don't have nerves to be receiving the messages of pain. But I still get pain. <3 endometriosis. I'm suppose to start my externship for school but if I'm pregnant, I cannot do my externship.
Now is the last two tries I have before, I'm put on birth control or set up for yet another surgery. I hate that everyone keeps telling me, stop worring about it, it will happen when you least expect it. I don't have that luxury. I'd so much rather adopt. Hubby swears that it'll work. He really doesn't want to adopt. Or more so that's how I take it
I'm a huge believer of everything happens for a reason. No matter how shitty it is. This, is starting to be right up there with pretty shitty. Get your hopes up to be dropped on you face. Kick them when their down. Thing can always be worst. I might have a devil spawn for a puppy , a body that hates the hell out of me ( for example, throwing out my hip when I got back from mo by having sex..) guinea pigs who love chewing on paper while I'm trying to sleep, my body hating me.... Yeah, but I'm very fortunate. My relationship is the best it's ever been, he even snuggles every once in a while.
I think the thing that bothers me the most is knowing my moms struggling and I can't help her. She's ran into so many problems because my dad passed and his name is still on stuff and it's going to cost her tons of money she does not have to make her life a bit easier. She can't even classify herself as poor because she makes a bit to much for being the only person she has to take care of. So instead her bank account stays negative. Yeah ok, that's just my mood today.. Negative... I think it calls for a sexy dress to make me feel better!
Sweetheart is playing at a rally today.
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