trills:
I have too many creepy dreams
Things I can't quantify
My mind races away from me
Leaving me alone in a useless place
A barren existence
Ripping away my armor
Leaving a scab of pot and cheep liquor
Never healing, never feeling
Lost in indifference to the world
Killing like a bullet to the brain
I lie here stripped of my armor and sword
Chivalry...
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Things I can't quantify
My mind races away from me
Leaving me alone in a useless place
A barren existence
Ripping away my armor
Leaving a scab of pot and cheep liquor
Never healing, never feeling
Lost in indifference to the world
Killing like a bullet to the brain
I lie here stripped of my armor and sword
Chivalry...
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lillithvain:
Hello! 
nexttuesday:
are you alive?
Created as a shield,
It is now all encompassing.
Only the fear remains, the rest is unseen.
And he holds back because of it.
He hides and no one knows of it,
He's just that good at it.
He should be, he's been doin' it for years.
His shield has become his hell, his prison,
Inescapable and forever taunting.
In his mind he runs sweating,...
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It is now all encompassing.
Only the fear remains, the rest is unseen.
And he holds back because of it.
He hides and no one knows of it,
He's just that good at it.
He should be, he's been doin' it for years.
His shield has become his hell, his prison,
Inescapable and forever taunting.
In his mind he runs sweating,...
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Blog blog...BlOg...BLog, bLoG. BLOG---
I don't know what I feel right now; I'm not even sure I'm writingI'm pissing in this stream of consciousness.
Wow, rightSo, yeah...
I wonder whats going on in hereor is it out there. Who knows?
I need laidsex, fucking, I need to do it, some kind of expression of feeling
Feeling good feeling SOMETHING feelING anything
I'm not high enough...
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I don't know what I feel right now; I'm not even sure I'm writingI'm pissing in this stream of consciousness.
Wow, rightSo, yeah...
I wonder whats going on in hereor is it out there. Who knows?
I need laidsex, fucking, I need to do it, some kind of expression of feeling
Feeling good feeling SOMETHING feelING anything
I'm not high enough...
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kindle:
Wow... lots on your mind huh?
velvetwench:
Dear DarkFey,
That post was deep. I'm quite speechless. Perhaps i should ponder more on your thoughts. mmm 5 things you cant live without: Pen, Paper. amen to that.
yours,
Velvet Wench
That post was deep. I'm quite speechless. Perhaps i should ponder more on your thoughts. mmm 5 things you cant live without: Pen, Paper. amen to that.
yours,
Velvet Wench
Awaken
They speak in hushed voices.
Passing between them gossip, alcohol, and weed.
Drunken and slurred she laughs and tips over;
She Saves the Jay and he grabs the drink.
Giggling when she had been bitching,
Singing when she had been feeling,
He left her and her life was over.
Now a new has comeand renewed her joy.
She rolls and claws her way standing,...
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They speak in hushed voices.
Passing between them gossip, alcohol, and weed.
Drunken and slurred she laughs and tips over;
She Saves the Jay and he grabs the drink.
Giggling when she had been bitching,
Singing when she had been feeling,
He left her and her life was over.
Now a new has comeand renewed her joy.
She rolls and claws her way standing,...
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raleigh1:
That's awesome! 
kindle:
I like that alot...
Four Doors
Ebbs and flows of passion
Rocking those four doors
Whove been with me trough it all.
Who let our voices echo around us,
Surround us,
And embrace us.
Seeking and feeling her skin sliding over me.
And moans, cries,
And screams echo in my head.
Faster
Slower
Ecstasy builds and rolls.
Mouths, hands, and other parts touch and feel,
They open a universe...
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Ebbs and flows of passion
Rocking those four doors
Whove been with me trough it all.
Who let our voices echo around us,
Surround us,
And embrace us.
Seeking and feeling her skin sliding over me.
And moans, cries,
And screams echo in my head.
Faster
Slower
Ecstasy builds and rolls.
Mouths, hands, and other parts touch and feel,
They open a universe...
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Poets Dream of Dreaming
Perfection sees with diamond eyes
Facets bend light to build a pleasing picture
And multiple hues glisten on an angels face.
This kaleidoscope shows me a world so beautiful
Compared to the unbent, unrefined, uninterrupted light of day
This view is a marvelous show of light and color but no shadow
No hidden lie lies in the world seen with diamond...
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Perfection sees with diamond eyes
Facets bend light to build a pleasing picture
And multiple hues glisten on an angels face.
This kaleidoscope shows me a world so beautiful
Compared to the unbent, unrefined, uninterrupted light of day
This view is a marvelous show of light and color but no shadow
No hidden lie lies in the world seen with diamond...
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FUCK! I'm bored and out of drugs...I've also come to determine I can't play video games when not high, because I get pissed off at other players too easy...BLAH!
threestares:
bored is bad. ban bored.
darkfey:
Crisis had been absolved! whoo hoo 
happy birthday to me
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niobe:
Have a great weekend!
Dear Diary,
So this shall be the auto-bio-blog circumventing the history and soul of Scot. Possibly this will be a kind of mission statement or manifestomaybe I'm still delusional, most likely I'm very delusional.
The Pope is dead, long live the pope! The boy I was is gone but I'm trying to make a man in his place. Eight years in the making, wellthis being...
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So this shall be the auto-bio-blog circumventing the history and soul of Scot. Possibly this will be a kind of mission statement or manifestomaybe I'm still delusional, most likely I'm very delusional.
The Pope is dead, long live the pope! The boy I was is gone but I'm trying to make a man in his place. Eight years in the making, wellthis being...
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rox:
hbd!
anabel:
happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!