Alas, its been a while since Ive reported in (thank you Three, for your concern has been the beacon for my return). I'm working at the Lo Ho still, I should be training for a server position soon, then I guess I start moving out or somethingIve given up on school, I hadnt felt a connected to the establishment for too long now and its lost its luster.
I'm still working on my script (although I dont know if anything will ever come of itit is the only bit of writing Ive been doing, my motivation for poetry has also wanedI mourn it). I miss the comfort of my own words; but Ive also felt little worth putting to pad recently.
I miss companionship most of all, it has been too long since Ive had someone I can find solstice inpeace with. I donno, perhaps I was meant for nothingor something totally mundanewhich would be the same fate. I still long for some extravagant existence, some meaning to life that would justify the bitterness and loathing Ive felt so far.
I'm still working on my script (although I dont know if anything will ever come of itit is the only bit of writing Ive been doing, my motivation for poetry has also wanedI mourn it). I miss the comfort of my own words; but Ive also felt little worth putting to pad recently.
I miss companionship most of all, it has been too long since Ive had someone I can find solstice inpeace with. I donno, perhaps I was meant for nothingor something totally mundanewhich would be the same fate. I still long for some extravagant existence, some meaning to life that would justify the bitterness and loathing Ive felt so far.