another night alone...am I really that much of a loser am I?
Dream
Fleeting glances at a party.
Brushing butts on the packed balcony.
Informal, intoxicated smiles traded.
I saw her once and my whole life changed.
For a moment I was indestructible.
Goals were achievable.
Values unbending.
2.5 kids were in the front yard playing.
Life, for a moment, was excellent.
But, in a rush reality returned.
Again, I was alone in my room.
Again, my balcony is empty.
Another dream gone. But her face remains.
Dream
Fleeting glances at a party.
Brushing butts on the packed balcony.
Informal, intoxicated smiles traded.
I saw her once and my whole life changed.
For a moment I was indestructible.
Goals were achievable.
Values unbending.
2.5 kids were in the front yard playing.
Life, for a moment, was excellent.
But, in a rush reality returned.
Again, I was alone in my room.
Again, my balcony is empty.
Another dream gone. But her face remains.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
i cannot tell you are talking to me when you reply in your own journal, until much later.