darkfey

Am I sane, is this sanity? I've been sitting at home for 3 weeks now. I've Left the house only twice; once to move my brother back home and once to have mothers day dinner. Cabin fever is setting in and the bad part is I have no way of getting out. My sins have left me with no vehicle and no where to go, unfortunately I've got 3 more weeks till I can get a new job and finally have a reason to go somewhere else. As I'm sure you know I'm a total stoner so I must detox to pass a piss test to get a new job, but damn all this waiting is ruining the little peace of mind I had in the first place. My dreams have become even more erratic and sleep has become far more interrupted. I've been checking MySpace and Suicide Girls hourly hoping for a glimmer of the outside. These have become my porthole on the world, and my only sanctuary from my mind. I've started many a project but can't seem to keep my mind from wondering for long enough to get any real work done and I've gone through most of my 300+ movies. I knew I was crazybut how far can this go before total melt down? Can I make it 3 more weeks in these 4 walls?