I am generally on it from 12pm-2am. So send me a IM sometime there cutey.
I probably will renew my subsription sooner or later. I dunno. I'm just in the mood to cut myself. I dunno anymore. It's just i've gotten shit on all my life it's just hard to take it anymore.
My bank is shit. I wanted to get a small loan to take care of some stuff set me up for online college courses and they keep denying me. I mean my parents are enough when the co sign that it should be a problem but. blah.
I'm just in a very general depressed mood. I'm tired of life and I want... Read More
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to... Read More
Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship,... Read More
Every have one of those days where life is just shit? I'm having a whole month of it even my birthday (7-4) was shit. Some fucker damaged my car with shitty bottle rockets and they got off scott clean. Justice is Blind. It 's just damn so much shit is going on and I'm sinking in this quicksand stuff and I'm about to drown.
I go to Columbus for 2 little days and I come back and +BOOM+ my computer gets taken over and now I am trying to salvage it before breaking down and cleaning the hard drive damnit all!
Anyway...
How is everyone? Good i hope. enjoying your monday work day? I called in to fix my computer. I work with computers all day so they... Read More