darkenedskyz

So lonely so lonely so lonely without my Paul, I am so lonely so lonely so lonely without my Paul.

about an hour and so ago , my third movie came, what a way to go. and i just watched it, now thats a good movie, i am glad i bought it. but every movie i watched today i would match the guy as paul, i even cried , because i miss him soo much , it really sucks, i have the whole house to myself, and i can't even enjoy it at this moment i feel so alone, even if my dad and his wife were home, i would still feel lonely. My sister didn't even call to see if she wanted to still go to get my tongue pierced. I wish so much that me and pauls life were set already and i was pregnant with his child , i can't believe i said that , but at this moment i do, i love anything in the world to be pregnant and wear cute sun dresses cooking dinner for my husband Paul and he come up behind me and kiss me passionatly, isn't it making you sick, but i just want to get out how i felt, Seven days still feels so far away, it seems ive cried everyday that he was gone, i still miss him so much.

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