Today is a sad day in the world of Danielle, my dearest Paul is leaving tommorow for Japan for 18 days, last night i cried because i know i will miss him terribley last night he spent the night with me and we woke up at 8:30, my family didn't know he did because i had him park his car down the road so when my dad woke up for work he wouldn't see it, then when i woke up i did some look out and donna was in the living room, i got paul some water, then told him i was going to act like i was going to take a shower and then donna would hurry and try to take a shower before i do, and she did exactly what i predidcted, (isn't that messed up ) but it was good because then paul could sneak out, so he left to do something at church , pack his bags, then he will return to me and we will hang out all day and night til he has to leave, i want to go to the beach and just lay with him on the sand and be with my baby, while paul is gone i am going to work my ass off, riding my bike, danceing, all that it takes, to look good for Paul and Janina, then i am going to get my permit and learn to drive. well i better go i still have to take a shower, and eat lucky charms for my breakfast/lunch, i love Paul . 
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