darkdrow

I really need to get my shit together today. I'm still really hurt about the charity, even though a bigger, better charity is trying to get me to join up with them. It's the rejection I can't deal with. Apparently my absence is worth thousands of dollars. That's hard for me, since I go out of my way to be helpful and kind. I'm such a fucking cliche *lol* The guy who is super nice on the inside but surrounds himself with a bitter jaded wall facade to keep out the bad feels.

Here's me at 5 on Christmas... even looking at my face THEN, you can tell life is gonna be a bumpy ride *lol*