Hey Everyone...
No philosophy or politics today... No silly jokes. Today I just feel like whining. I just got back from drinks with my good friend and her guy. Isn't it funny how this can all happen.
You know... Im gonna tell the story as vague and specific as possible.
For those of you who don't know.. I try and save girls... not like Superman and not like a Christian... I just find people who feel like noone cares, show them someone does, befriend them, and help them rebuild their lives. It's a hobby (although thats a cold way to put it). What I mean is.. i don't get paid. Im not a therapist... I just... I have a certain attribute that allows me to get to know girls, and rather than use it to just add notches to my bedpost... I use it to find people and bring them back.
I dont want applause or kudos or lectures... It's just a back story. This one girl I brought back from suicide. She didnt tell me at the time... I just knew. I met her at a party... we talked.. she got very drunk and very high... and I drove her home, carried her to her bed... and slept on her sofa. We talked all morning. I made us breakfast and we became great friends. A few years later she told me the night I met her she had been planning to kill herself. She felt life was meaningless and was going to spare herself the rest of her years. She told me I had saved her.
I fell for her. She was so cute and loving. Her determination was inspiring. I even thought we were dating for awhile... we did couples stuff.. even held hands in public (I know that sounds funny.. but thats usually an indication to to others as a public display)
Then one day she came to me.. "Drow!!!" (obviously she didnt call me that *lol*) "I just went on a date with the nicest guy.. you're going to love him!!!"
I was sure that would NOT be the case.
I mean how do you even approach that? Have YOU ever experienced such a thing?
And yes.. he's a really nice guy.. and every few weeks we all go for drinks... and I watch her smile and cuddle like she used to do with me... but not with me.
*sigh* I need to get over myself...
Be Well friends... Thanks for the ear
-DD
PS - In case you are wondering.. I picked up the tab tonight too *lol*
No philosophy or politics today... No silly jokes. Today I just feel like whining. I just got back from drinks with my good friend and her guy. Isn't it funny how this can all happen.
You know... Im gonna tell the story as vague and specific as possible.
For those of you who don't know.. I try and save girls... not like Superman and not like a Christian... I just find people who feel like noone cares, show them someone does, befriend them, and help them rebuild their lives. It's a hobby (although thats a cold way to put it). What I mean is.. i don't get paid. Im not a therapist... I just... I have a certain attribute that allows me to get to know girls, and rather than use it to just add notches to my bedpost... I use it to find people and bring them back.
I dont want applause or kudos or lectures... It's just a back story. This one girl I brought back from suicide. She didnt tell me at the time... I just knew. I met her at a party... we talked.. she got very drunk and very high... and I drove her home, carried her to her bed... and slept on her sofa. We talked all morning. I made us breakfast and we became great friends. A few years later she told me the night I met her she had been planning to kill herself. She felt life was meaningless and was going to spare herself the rest of her years. She told me I had saved her.
I fell for her. She was so cute and loving. Her determination was inspiring. I even thought we were dating for awhile... we did couples stuff.. even held hands in public (I know that sounds funny.. but thats usually an indication to to others as a public display)
Then one day she came to me.. "Drow!!!" (obviously she didnt call me that *lol*) "I just went on a date with the nicest guy.. you're going to love him!!!"
I was sure that would NOT be the case.
I mean how do you even approach that? Have YOU ever experienced such a thing?
And yes.. he's a really nice guy.. and every few weeks we all go for drinks... and I watch her smile and cuddle like she used to do with me... but not with me.
*sigh* I need to get over myself...
Be Well friends... Thanks for the ear
-DD
PS - In case you are wondering.. I picked up the tab tonight too *lol*
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eh i could go on about this forever.
what i'm saying, i guess, is that we sign up for a service that nobody asks for, however needed it is. i know when this happens to me i think of how unfair it is that they dumb bitches get to date the boys i've befriended and held while they cried and taken so much care of.. they seem to go backward, or forward with someone else. i feel like it's not worth it to be doing what i'm doing.
but when i give a bum three bucks, i don't expect him to buy something from me instead of from the store. that's a really bad metaphore, but it kind of relates.
ramble.
here's the directions for electricity. or the ones we played with, anyway.
Everyone sits in a circle, deal out all the cards but keep them face down in a pile in front of you. the first person flips their top card, revealing it to everyone. then you go either direction but someone next to them flips over one card. if their cards are matching in suit or number, then each person connected has to drink the number of drinks on their card. you go around the circle, each person flipping a card at a time, whoever is connected drinks the number on their card, you play til you run out of cards.
FOR EXAMPLE
i flip a 6 of diamonds
to my left, wendy flips an 8 of diamonds.
.. i take six sips and she takes eight.
to wendy's left, rodney flips an 8 of clubs.
.. i drink six, wendy and rodney both drink 8.
to rodney's left, del flips a king of hearts.
.. nobody drinks.
back to me, i flip a 4 of hearts.
.. del drinks 13, i drink 4. nobody else is connected so they don't drink.
make sense? it's super fun. i guess you have to have at least 3 people but i can fathom with just two, although it'd be kind of boring. the more people the better.