So, no movies with Sara today. Not even a fucking call or anything. She made me promise to call her last night and i did TWICE but she didn't answere or erase any messages so i couldn't leave one. I wish I could say she hadn'e ereased them because she loves the sound of my voice but i feel it is something more ominous. I...
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awryx:
gluck!!! 
Things are going slowly but going well i think with Sara. The fact that things are moving slowly gives me hope that it will be something special that lasts a while. No kissing yet. Lots of flirting and laughing. I think I may have a fighting chance lol. We'll see. She is supposed to go see a flick with me tomorrow. Everyone wish me luck...
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HEARTBROKEN
Languish
Well I know who you're with tonight
And I pray that he's only a friend
Cause I'm left in the dark and I....
I can't see the light at the end
Oh you know how I feel
Yes I know that it's real
I'm left writhing in anguish
I don't know what you think
And I'm starting to sink
Will I ever escape this...
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Well I know who you're with tonight
And I pray that he's only a friend
Cause I'm left in the dark and I....
I can't see the light at the end
Oh you know how I feel
Yes I know that it's real
I'm left writhing in anguish
I don't know what you think
And I'm starting to sink
Will I ever escape this...
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awryx:
i will miss u too
have a good one while im away.. take care and be well. *HUGS* and thank you
have a good one while im away.. take care and be well. *HUGS* and thank you
darlingnikky:
I know... i still need to get the cd's lol
So what have you been up to?
So what have you been up to?
OK. I have learned a few things and now i feel like more of an ass. But now that i know i can make changes. It seems Sara had her last boyfriend for 2 years. They broke up about 3 months ago. Which to me could be enough OR not enough time. It's all for her to decide. Apparently her ex still calls her and...
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darkangelazrael:
P.S. I hope I can get my hands on this guy at some point in the future. I am sure she would not approve so I would have to not say why I am kicking his ass when I do it. Or maybe she would approve and I can call him a little piece of shit that likes to belittle women to make himself feel like more of a man and then just rip his pride from him in public. LOL that puts a smile on my face.
[Edited on Aug 06, 2005 6:05PM]
[Edited on Aug 06, 2005 6:05PM]
awryx:
that's some dilemma.
hope things go well!
hope things go well!
Well, I am home from work. It was my first day back after taking a couple days off after learning 4 friends of mine had died. I felt weird. Like i don't work there or never have. It was all unfamiliar like to me. I haven't spoken with Sara in a day or so. I am writhing in anguish over her. I had told her...
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awryx:
you're right.. u cant choose who you fall for. dont die , you will be okay. id hope so. sorry about how things are going. hope it all starts looking up. have a cool weekend too take care! *hugs*
take care! *hugs*
darlingnikky:
have a good weekend
So, I was out the last night with the woman that my heart is breaking for, and I had left my phone at home without thinking. Turns out that while I was having a lot of fun with the woman I could never be with a friend of mine killed herself. She called my phone like three times. I feel like a fucking asshole. All...
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awryx:
lol forehead kisses. awesome
my AIM is awry alky.
laterrr
my AIM is awry alky.
laterrr
awryx:
ur sweet , and ok no george's
Well here I am at home after work. God I fucking swear that i am just cruisin for a bruisin. It seems I have forgotten just how chaotic everything can be when you are only 19 years old, and I have gone and fallen for someone of that age. She likes me back although I don't know just how much. I can only hope it...
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dedgirl:
thanks!!! 
awryx:
hello ron, thank u very much for the bday wish
This is where I live
You cannot lift me from this
You will try and fail
Take it upon yourself to save me
And become a new tenant in my jail
I'm a lost cause, a pile of shit
Cold, Worthless and unfit.......
For your love
So, you're going to be my angel
My saving grace?
Will you show my heart the light,
Lift me...
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You cannot lift me from this
You will try and fail
Take it upon yourself to save me
And become a new tenant in my jail
I'm a lost cause, a pile of shit
Cold, Worthless and unfit.......
For your love
So, you're going to be my angel
My saving grace?
Will you show my heart the light,
Lift me...
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curiosity:
Well, I'm even more hopeless than I was before about meeting someone, since I took a personality test and apparently my personality occurs in less than 2% of the population.
Curi.
Curi.
curiosity:
*punch in the face*
Curi.
Curi.
Here it is, about 10:15 or so. I have to be at work at 5am and i am not used to going to sleep till around that time. I just finished watching the movie " In Good Company", it was a pretty good movie and i can only describe it as bitter-sweet. You feel like that 70's show dude deserves a whole lot more than...
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darlingnikky:
are u coming to the party for sure? i am just trying to figure out who is going for sure
darlingnikky:
yay mixed cd's are always awesome!