Just chillin on a friday night. My nephew is in town. Came in on the train earlier so i took him to my work to meet Sara and to get him a couple of books. And get another copy of my buddies band AIDEN!!!!! Check them out they rock. So anyhow, Things with Sara are cool. Whenever I am at work and she is there...
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Ok, Sara and I talked last night. She said some things that made me feel pretty good. We were both drunk though. I had to call into work because I totally woke up drunk still. Anyhow, I totally love Sara and she knows it. We are pretty good friends right now and I feel as though becoming a little more than friends might be right...
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suzy_kabloozy:
It is a lot better if you can be friends and lovers. I prefer that route, too, although if it doesn't work out, it does suck to lose a friend. But I wish you the very best of luck with that. 
Well, I am in anguish and bliss at all times. Sara is as wonderful as ever. I just wish there was a way for me to show her, to make her understand the constant burning need and fear that is with me always. I love her like I have never loved anyone before. It's as if I promised her in a past life that i...
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cain:
Thanks Ron.
So...does this sara know you love her undyingly, so much that it might destroy you? Or no? You sound like my old boyfriend, he thinks he will die without me. I think he will be okay in time, but we're still not exactly apart. We talk and...other stuff. But I dunno..its kinda a fucked up situation. I just live life how the fuck I want and do what the fuck I want and tell it like it is, or try to. You have a good week, too.
So...does this sara know you love her undyingly, so much that it might destroy you? Or no? You sound like my old boyfriend, he thinks he will die without me. I think he will be okay in time, but we're still not exactly apart. We talk and...other stuff. But I dunno..its kinda a fucked up situation. I just live life how the fuck I want and do what the fuck I want and tell it like it is, or try to. You have a good week, too.
bracket:
thanks hunny. u're such a rare person in this sea of fools.
i mean it.
xoxo
i mean it.
xoxo
hmmm Like I had said I know that this is not going to be easy. Especially since I Love this woman so much. Sara needs her time to be dumb and fuck around and figure things out in herself. I have afforded her the time she so wants right now. I know that she has been dating a guy named Joe that I work with....
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awryx:
im gonna go back and feel very in tuned to things and people around me. im good at it too
and i miss ya too.
just been exhausted and ... busy.
be well and thank you for being around to talk to. later days
and i miss ya too.
just been exhausted and ... busy.
be well and thank you for being around to talk to. later days
bracket:
"FUCK I AM SO PATHETIC!!!! I wish I could have control over this"
no you're not.
sometimes it is so amazing to lose yourself in this sweet sweet feeling.....you should wish for it to never end,dont wish you can control it.
the fact that you cant control it makes it 10 times better
no you're not.
sometimes it is so amazing to lose yourself in this sweet sweet feeling.....you should wish for it to never end,dont wish you can control it.
the fact that you cant control it makes it 10 times better
Well, she knows now!!! I LOVE SARA!! I feel as though I have loved her my whole life. It's the weirdest thing. We still don't like, know each other intimately or a whole lot about each other, but she told me that it's as if we have known one another like in a past life like we were always together. It really brings joy to...
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awryx:
ooo love. so scary . lol.
miss ya too.
im back and in school.
gah. the life.
miss ya too.
im back and in school.
gah. the life.
cain:
Awww cool. I'm glad for you and Sara. Thanks for the words of wisdom. College kinda blows in that way that I've gotta like, face reality and shit. And grow up...what the hell? I'm nine-fucking-teen. Anyway....good luck with ya lady friend.
OK. So things don't seem as bad right now. I still feel as though I am living for everyone else at the moment, but things with Sara are looking up. Just little signs you know, like she saw the addict soundtrack for fooly cooly the other day and had to buy it for me. I told her she didn't have to but she knows my...
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curiosity:
It didn't go at all. He never called me. Still, that's probably the most romantic thing that has ever happened to me.
Curi.
Curi.
awryx:
thanks u! i will tell u about it.
be well!
be well!
Well, I am here listening to the new Fear Factory, Which is kick ass by the way. And I am thinking I need to get out of town again. I just want to Fucking go. Anywhere. Sara Needs her time to do the stupid things she needs to do and have time after her last relationship. I have promised her this time and now I...
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awryx:
u know i missed ya as well.
and it was great talking to u again.
so until our next discussion, take care
be well too!
and it was great talking to u again.
so until our next discussion, take care
be well too!
awryx:
awww thank you.
i hope u have a great week too
im quite fond of that trip to cali.
and thank u again haha
i hope u have a great week too
im quite fond of that trip to cali.
and thank u again haha
OK, there is not a whole lot goin on. Sara has started calling and we talked a good two hours the other day. She says she has written me some stuff, which thuroughly intrigues me. I hope it is something good. I just want to hold her endlessly. We are supposed to go out for breakfast this morning and then to a movie. Let's hope...
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broken_star_:
Thanks for all the comments hun.
I've been away with friends for a week so that made me feel a little better.
I hope you're doing well also x
I've been away with friends for a week so that made me feel a little better.
I hope you're doing well also x
darlingnikky:
so did ya guys end up going to breakfast?
Well, it looks as though I am completely without luck in the ways of love. I have layed it all on the line with Sara and well, she has offered nothing in return. I swear I can tell she likes me but I think she may be very afraid. The sad thing is, if she does really really like me, that is of no comfort....
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bracket:
there aint no cure for love...... *singing*
actually,there is.
time heals everything,trust me =)
actually,there is.
time heals everything,trust me =)
bracket:
i always say fight for the one that you love-til the point it makes you insian,thats a good sign to let it go and move on
Holy shit! OK I just gave a copy of Sara's song to Sara. She is gonna read it and call me. She couldn't really read it in front of the company we had but it was great to see her tonight. April talked me into showing the song to her so i hope for April's sake that it does the trick. We stood out in...
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darlingnikky:
Good luck
awryx:
aw dont worry
and great luck with sara and the sara song.
let me know how it goes. take care!
and great luck with sara and the sara song.
let me know how it goes. take care!
and ur raddd, thank u for ur kind words!
i really appreciate it
have a great weekend