Just wanted to say that things are going well. Got a new job. I.T. for a national network of health care and nursing home providers. Pretty cool. Weekends off. 6am to 3pm. Starting at about 26k a year. Much better than the doomed CompUSA. Anyways, I wish it would rain. It reminds me of you. You know who you are. I can't believe it has...
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I see it everytime
As others around us do
We touch one another across
the space between us two
The spark in your eyes
Lights my fire from afar
And something within me dies
Every second we are apart
The softest of words
Spoken under your breath
Heals the deepest wound
Yet causes one anew
No there's nothing I can do
I cannot think these...
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As others around us do
We touch one another across
the space between us two
The spark in your eyes
Lights my fire from afar
And something within me dies
Every second we are apart
The softest of words
Spoken under your breath
Heals the deepest wound
Yet causes one anew
No there's nothing I can do
I cannot think these...
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mneylu:
Well i havent really gotten comfortable from my move at all..but im settled 
How have you been?
How have you been?
mneylu:
thanks for the photolove by the way 
Here I am. Not knowing what to say but needing to say something. Feeling alone. Got a call from someone I have been wanting to speak with for a long time. it came on the 31st of last month twice actually but i must have left my phone at home, so i did not get to speak with her. I can't bring myself to call...
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"The Burning"
Why does it always have to be so dramatic?
Won't stop hitting me with all that is tragic
Piss me off all the while smiling
Always breaking apart while still reconciling
Slit your wrists and paint me red
Give up all hopes to a thirsty dread
But it's just a fight
It's just a fight
Can't we just fuck and say it's alright!?...
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Why does it always have to be so dramatic?
Won't stop hitting me with all that is tragic
Piss me off all the while smiling
Always breaking apart while still reconciling
Slit your wrists and paint me red
Give up all hopes to a thirsty dread
But it's just a fight
It's just a fight
Can't we just fuck and say it's alright!?...
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monroe:
I WISH I wrote that. It's by Amy Winehouse. And what prompted it is that I'm in the middle of a breakup with someone I've been with on and off, but mostly on, for the past four years.
Well, let's see. I just had to go to Chicago, not for fun, but to bury my ex with her father. He died 4 years ago and she has no one left in her life but myself and Lisa. I ended up being the executor of her estate. I had to make sure she got from N.C. to Chicago. It's been rough. I feel very...
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vi:
Thank you so much for yor nice comment on my set! Really makes me feel flattered! 
This is the utmost worst summer I have ever had. Anyone wanna spring for a ticket for me to come visit? I need to do something and soon.
baci:
What's wrong?
I'm sorry to hear this. I hope things get better/
I'm sorry to hear this. I hope things get better/
darkangelazrael:
Well, let's see. I just had to go to Chicago, not for fun, but to bury my ex with her father. He died 4 years ago and she has no one left in her life but myself and Lisa. I ended up being the executor of her estate. I had to make sure she got from N.C. to Chicago. It's been rough. I feel very much like an ass. I feel as though I should not have to deal with this stuff until I am like 70 or 80 and have been happily married for some time. I guess I am mad and sad at the same time. She broke it off with me 4 years ago when I went to AZ to finish school. Then there is the ever elusive Sara. I am dead in love with her. But I fear that is never going to happen. They cut my hours at work by one third. I feel like I am a rabid rodent stuck in a VERY small cage. I need to reevaluate many things I fear, and I have never been good at that. Anyhow, I just feel I am loosing it. Thanks for asking though, it helps spilling my dirty little guts.
SINcerely, Ron.
SINcerely, Ron.
How long are you going to hate me for?
For the longest time I agreed with you, and thought that I was to blame.
That I could be worth no less then I felt right then.
I am not to blame and the world is never fair.
It's sad that or friendship had to die with your sister for you have always meant so much...
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For the longest time I agreed with you, and thought that I was to blame.
That I could be worth no less then I felt right then.
I am not to blame and the world is never fair.
It's sad that or friendship had to die with your sister for you have always meant so much...
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I feel as though I have always known her.
That since the day I was born she's been a part of me.
And her needs are my wishes.
I only wish that she needed me.
That since the day I was born she's been a part of me.
And her needs are my wishes.
I only wish that she needed me.
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mneylu:
Awesome about the music.. totally write me:
mneylu_suicide@yahoo.ca
and if you get bored you can yousendit.com me some music
Take care too
mneylu_suicide@yahoo.ca
and if you get bored you can yousendit.com me some music
Take care too
aliana:
well i think that it comes from not expecting too much out of the situations that surround you and really focusing on how good they actually are. things are shitty all the time. you can't escape it. but you can feel good about being able to get through it and when it passes just really appreciate yourself for being strong. easier said than done. but positivity makes the next shitty thing that comes along go a lot smoother. sorry i'm blabbing on haha
I've been trying to resurrect my dreams.
Like so many of those that I love,
I have put them in the ground.
Held them to my heart,
And then gently put them down.
Like so many of those that I love,
I have put them in the ground.
Held them to my heart,
And then gently put them down.
ish369:
hey .. what yya mixin latly.. i would love to hear about it. ya know.. the technical jargon.. frequencies, mixdown,sftwre and stff .. ya don't have to divulge names.. just let me know how ya tracked stff.. Mics , and whatever..... i used to assist this engineer, and i really got hooked... it really impacted my Deejaying.... anyways .. take care
mneylu:
oH MY! you did update,,, twice!
wow. some craziness on your end.. i hope that is working out to be somewhat okay.. :S
thanks for the words of praise, YOU rock
wow. some craziness on your end.. i hope that is working out to be somewhat okay.. :S
thanks for the words of praise, YOU rock
Hello there everyone!! Hope you are all doing very well! So yeah, I got my A+ certification. Going for the networking+ and apple certs next. I saw Sara the other day. Gave her the new mix I made for her. I have a serious question to ask. OK, I had not seen Sara for around at least 2 months when I saw her last. She...
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Then the big chains like Best Buy came out and gobbled up all the business. There is only one left in my area, it's got everything on it's shelves marked 40% off and is just about barren. It's a 45 minute drive, i figured i would cruise down there and check it out, it looked like it was rioted and looted.
The daughter didn't come easy. I had a 3 year custody battle and bankruptcy and divorce, all nasty as hell, to get her. I am sorry to hear about your daughter. I can only send positive thoughts your way that one day you get the chance to be united with her again! Congrats on the new job!