darkangelazrael

So, no movies with Sara today. Not even a fucking call or anything. She made me promise to call her last night and i did TWICE but she didn't answere or erase any messages so i couldn't leave one. I wish I could say she hadn'e ereased them because she loves the sound of my voice but i feel it is something more ominous. I am supposed to go chill with her at a park tonight and I hope this isn't the "I really really like you but we should just be friends" speach coming around the corner. Of course I can't help thinking that it is. God I just want to hold her. I want to......fuck who am I kidding, the big let-down is only a few hours away. That is, if she even freaking calls me. Well, wish me luck anyways. Who knows, I could be completely wrong and just all apprehensive about this. Maybe she'll plant a big whopper on me and it will all be ok. I COULD ONLY HOPE. Keep the fingers crossed out there. TAKE CARE and thank you all for reading my icky, sappy love muck.