darkangelazrael

I was walking earlier
It felt as though winter had finally given up its fight
There were clouds in the sky but they were traveling fast
Not wanting to sit too long in one place

They are gone now
Like so many others they simply drifted away

Is it too much to try to hold on

Some sort of crime to rail against this change

I know why this must continue on without me
I know I am but a single entry in a secret manifest

It is the secret you kept

The one you told to people when the time was right

The one you swore you left behind the closed bathroom door of your blood mother's house

One must understand that they can NOT save anyone
Not a single solitary person

You can only hope to be the one around and available
When that person realizes that only they can save themselves

How often does that ever happen............

There is no guilt
Nor shame

Only a sweet pain

In realizing she will never feel cold again