Tuesday May 20, 2008

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Break-Build

How can I raise my chin and walk on
When everything about me is broken?
How could you get up and walk out of my life
With hardly a word spoken?
Everything I have done in this life
Has left me with less of myself
You should know, my life's an open book
If you would only take me off the shelf

And you
You're the worst
You make me loath myself
With every lash I give you I sink deeper
Why must you have this?
Why must you make me give it?

If only I didn't fear you looking for it somewhere else
If only I didn't love you this much
If only every time you broke me
Wasn't healed by your touch

NewRotic Records 2008

Anger. It's always a left over feeling when I think about her. But there were some wonderful times as well. These are the things that make us who we are you cannot escape it so embrace it. I try not to self loath or wallow in it. It is hard sometimes and we all do it but i try to see the bright side to almost anything. I feel happy to be able to bring my feelings to word. It is a great healing measure. That is one little bit of perfect. Hope you are all doing well out there and taking care of yourselves! I love you all!

Sincerely, Ron.
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You know, its weird, cause that list you gave me of things that you do to make you feel better, I did like half of them last night! hah. I watched Empire Strikes Back, Made a new mix CD, I started reading James Pattersons 1st to die. And I was looking forward to driving to work Blasting.

I'm going to be very honest, its super nice to meet someone else that can honestly say listening to As I Lay Dying makes them feel better. smile

Everything you said really put a smile on my face, thank you! smile

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