darkangel2

well. i figured it was time to update.

right now i feel like ive fallen and hit rock bottom. there is no way things in life could get much worse.

to make a long story short.
ive been dating this girl named carly. we went to prom together and ended up having alot of fun at the after party. basically 1/2 the ppl were drunk the other 1/2 were high and then there was me and her, happy ass rolling. well her parents found out, now she has no car, no cell, no internet access and im not welcomed at their house and im not welcomed to talk to her ever. her step mom called up my mom to inform her about my evil doings and so now im deep shit too. but, i still have my car and my cell and internet privleges. my mom said and i quote " i WOULD LIKE for you to not go out for the next couple weekends" but she knows if i wanted to id just up and leave. but she lives 40 minutes away and it was already hard for us to see each other. and now.. well shes locked in the house and im left here. alone.

this is seriously the most depressing thing ever. i have to leave for chicago in september and i cant even spend the rest of the time i have here with the person i love.

i feel like shit.
fuck me.
gah.