I'm here for a little over than a month now and during this time I've been announcing the fact to friends and hearing back "You were meant for it!", "Should have done it log time ago!" and so on. This, of course, made me think where are the roots of the decision to try to become a Suicide Girl.
I've been considering my way in retrospect and at one moment "Bam!" a conclusion hit my mind.
I really had it coming, so to say :)
Until the age of 16 I was sure I'm not pretty. I mean, you know, kids are violent. If you're a little different -- you're "not with us". I was different by being actually interested in studying, reading tons of books, not interested in big companies, not really having friends. Sweet little nerdie, very classical story. Thus I was not a cool kid, or popular. My outfits were made fun of. A lot of things I did were.
Then I grew up a little bit and started getting to know people outside my school, who were not aware of my sorta "reputation". And oooh I started receiving attention from boys! Made me think I must be looking cute maybe.
That's when I started accepting my body type, my features.
That's when I started noticing which parts of my body are my strong sides (like long legs, for example) and which are not so impressive (like little boobs).
That's when I started slowly, but surely loving my body.
I started enjoying being photographed. Step-by-step I stated to myself that every side of my body, every little feature is beautiful, is mine, and if I love it, people will feel it. Posing nude was clearly a very logical outcome.
Also over last 5 years I've decorated myself with a bunch of tattoos....
Add up everything aforementioned and you get a perfect vision on why I came to SGland.
I want to share my love to body with people, with the community who will appreciate it sincerely. and feed my vanity too
I want to send positive vibes and receive them!
Suicide Girls is just the ideal place for it.
Now I want to share with you a one more little preview for my first set here! BADASS by an incredible @leetattar ! Still so long to wait...
@bloghomework @missy @rambo thank you for such a cool topic! Thank you everyone who reads me!
