daria

well...
as lovely nicolletta noticed and made me notice commenting on my last entry (in such a nice and lady-like way I just can't gnore it), it's about time you guys know something about the whole new york experience, since it looks like it's going to be over soon.
maybe.
here it'is like having finally my house.
paintig when I want to cause nobody cares if I'm good or not.
doing things I'm not professionally supposed to do cause anyway nobody knows me.
watching movies everynight.
thinking, dancing, doing dishes.
not exciting?
yeah. if you need to be nobody, NY is the right place to be.

last sunday I went to huntington to see the crazies and specially its director.
romero.
george romero.
nice guy.
tonight I start waitressing.
that'show bad I like it here.
maybe how bad I don't want to go back to milano.

things are changing inside my head, but I need the time I've never had before. sometimes I think I started working too early, never really gave myself the chance to think about what I wanted to do.
and there were things pushing in one direction and not in the other, and somebody trusted me. and at that time, it was enough.

my friend daniele is in jail for some riots they did during a demonstration against neo-nazis in milano a few weeks ago and he will probably be there until september.
my friend martin's mother died last week.
my friend giulia's brother is 21 and in a coma since december.

now ask me again why I want to be nobody.