you know when you wake up and you are in a really good mood, you had a very nice night out and feel ready to start a new day, to do new things and follow the pah of your life?
and you know when you realize that you don't have anything to do, cause you don't have a job, you don't have school cause you can't efford it and you feel like there is something you should do but don't remember what it is?
and your good mood suddenly turns into bitchy and grumpy and very mean for no reason, or maybe just because, ok fuckers?! just because and who the fuck do you think you are to look at me like that like I'm not even worthed talking to, cause you are not any better than me and you know that's all in your head and nothing is actually happening so you seat down to watch a movie and eventually pick one that you had never seen, cause maybe something new will cheer you up and it turns out to be a very bad movie about junkie models and there is almost nothing you hate as much as movies about junkies when you are in a bad mood, too many bad memories, but you have to see the whole thing and then you check your e-mail, maybe some job came up and you find only mail from your ex boyfriend who instead of wishing you happy fucking birthday seems to be forwarding you a love letter he wrote to his bass player and your really good friend who happens to be in jail and you don't even know anything about him or his situation cause you are on the wrong fucking side of the planet right now.....................
I'm going out for dinner and hopefully this all huge amount of shit I feel I'm carrying around like a stupid donkey will eventually melt and turn into sugar candy or organic MDMA.
and you know when you realize that you don't have anything to do, cause you don't have a job, you don't have school cause you can't efford it and you feel like there is something you should do but don't remember what it is?
and your good mood suddenly turns into bitchy and grumpy and very mean for no reason, or maybe just because, ok fuckers?! just because and who the fuck do you think you are to look at me like that like I'm not even worthed talking to, cause you are not any better than me and you know that's all in your head and nothing is actually happening so you seat down to watch a movie and eventually pick one that you had never seen, cause maybe something new will cheer you up and it turns out to be a very bad movie about junkie models and there is almost nothing you hate as much as movies about junkies when you are in a bad mood, too many bad memories, but you have to see the whole thing and then you check your e-mail, maybe some job came up and you find only mail from your ex boyfriend who instead of wishing you happy fucking birthday seems to be forwarding you a love letter he wrote to his bass player and your really good friend who happens to be in jail and you don't even know anything about him or his situation cause you are on the wrong fucking side of the planet right now.....................
I'm going out for dinner and hopefully this all huge amount of shit I feel I'm carrying around like a stupid donkey will eventually melt and turn into sugar candy or organic MDMA.
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you have to come to little montevideo and desestress yourself.. here no oganic mdma actually no mdma at all, no heroin, either guinnes or pretty tattoo chicks, but we can pretend be normal people and take mates and ordear vacas....... funny!
funny?