daria

there is no way you are going to find yourself if that's what you keep running away from.
depending on my mood I like or dislike or love or hate everyday in a different way.
I totally know it's not based on me, at least not on me being tired or happy or whaterver,
it's just nature doing it's work and me being very sensitive to it.
I change and i like it, I just don't know how long I can stand it for before fucking everything up.
can you live changing your mind every day?
what if this involves people and hurting them?
what if the respect you have for them keeps coming and going?
what if it's the same with your own self respect?
yes.
I feel like destyroying tonight.
destroy what?
who cares, as long as it hurts?