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So because I write about her a lot I might as well tell you her name. It's Silvia. It's funny how things change when you are crushing on somebody. I had a roommate in college who a major crush on a girl name Silvia. She knew he a crush on her and was very good at not leading him on or anything, which was cool of her but I think it somehow made him like her more. Maybe the whole you want what you can't have thing. Which if I can side track for a second this topic reminds me of a little thing I read that Vincent Van Gogh wrote in a letter or something I guess. I don't know I found it on the interest and of course you can believe everything you read on the internet anyways here it is.

Life has become very dear to me, and I am very glad that I love. My life and my love are one. "But you are faced with a 'no, never never'" is your reply. My answer to that is, "Old boy, for the present I look upon that 'no, never never' as a block of ice which I press to my heart to thaw."

Back that what I was saying I remember saying I would never like a girl named Silvia because I just didn't find the name attractive. See I have this thing for names. I even have my daughter first name picked out. But now I find the name Silvia heavenly.

So the other day Silvia hung out and colored. Of course while under what I like to call crush madness, I told her I would make her a coloring book of my own artwork. The next day I went out to buy a new sketchbook that would work well for make a coloring book. Of course I wanted something that would be nice with good paper that the ink wouldn't bleed through. So I made the decision while probably still under crush madness to buy a forty dollar hard cover 96 page 11 1/4 X 16 1/2 size paper. By far the nicest sketchbook I've ever draw in. The coloring book is turning out pretty awesome if I do say so myself. It's kind of just random drawings that seem to tell a little story.