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So I went to the movies yesterday and saw a movie poster. Don't remember what the movie was called didn't really care. What caught my eye was the tag line "How does a 5 get a 10?" This is how I feel when I think of the woman that has me so smitten right now. She is definitely a 10 and not just in looks she's also a 10 in personality. Every time I learn a little more about her I just makes me think damn this woman is the most perfect person ever to walk the planet. How could she ever fall for a dork like me? I know this is me just over thinking everything a usual.
What kind of scares me is that says things and I am like damn it's like you read a book about all the right things to say to me. For example I we were talking about movies and I asked her if she had seen Hard Candy she replied with like 'She [Ellen Page] is so cute. If I was a lesbian...' And of course you may recall "My master plan to getting a date with Ellen Page" if not then here it is.
From 12/18/09 post: "So I have this feel that if I ever met Ellen Page that we would hit it off great. Well if I don't get one of my panic attacks. She is absolutely a beautiful person and I would love to get to know her. I believe if I put it out there into the world of the internet that Ellen Page will see it can contact me. I mean This is a small world after all and people must cross path on the internet. I believe If I spread it across the internet that she might take me to the Oscars. I'm a good looking guy and I like to dress up and look very handsome. I believe in photographs we would be a very beautiful couple. Although I would like to make this quite clear, we would go as just friend. I'm not creepy guy who is just a psycho. I would take her out for some food and have a good time before I accompany her to the Oscars. So Ellen Page where ever you are if you need a date for the Oscars and would like to go out before hand . Kinda do the whole prom date thing but better. Then Give me a call and we'll make this happen. You are so awesome and talented I would be honor just to lay eye upon you. I just think she seem like a cool enough person to take a nobody fan with her to the Oscars. Heck if she wanted to meet up a few time before then together to get to know each other better I'm all for it.. "
Yes this offer still stand so Ellen Page If you are reading this give me a call 
Anyway as I was saying this is just one example a better example would be like ideas for road trip to nowhere. Where you wake up one day head in any direction you feel like stop in small towns and see what they have to offer then move on in a different direction and just see what you come across. No plans. No schedules. Just freedom.
And that is why I am so smitten and fascinated with the woman.
Song on my mind:
Owl City 'Vanilla Twilight'
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
So I went to the movies yesterday and saw a movie poster. Don't remember what the movie was called didn't really care. What caught my eye was the tag line "How does a 5 get a 10?" This is how I feel when I think of the woman that has me so smitten right now. She is definitely a 10 and not just in looks she's also a 10 in personality. Every time I learn a little more about her I just makes me think damn this woman is the most perfect person ever to walk the planet. How could she ever fall for a dork like me? I know this is me just over thinking everything a usual.
What kind of scares me is that says things and I am like damn it's like you read a book about all the right things to say to me. For example I we were talking about movies and I asked her if she had seen Hard Candy she replied with like 'She [Ellen Page] is so cute. If I was a lesbian...' And of course you may recall "My master plan to getting a date with Ellen Page" if not then here it is.
From 12/18/09 post: "So I have this feel that if I ever met Ellen Page that we would hit it off great. Well if I don't get one of my panic attacks. She is absolutely a beautiful person and I would love to get to know her. I believe if I put it out there into the world of the internet that Ellen Page will see it can contact me. I mean This is a small world after all and people must cross path on the internet. I believe If I spread it across the internet that she might take me to the Oscars. I'm a good looking guy and I like to dress up and look very handsome. I believe in photographs we would be a very beautiful couple. Although I would like to make this quite clear, we would go as just friend. I'm not creepy guy who is just a psycho. I would take her out for some food and have a good time before I accompany her to the Oscars. So Ellen Page where ever you are if you need a date for the Oscars and would like to go out before hand . Kinda do the whole prom date thing but better. Then Give me a call and we'll make this happen. You are so awesome and talented I would be honor just to lay eye upon you. I just think she seem like a cool enough person to take a nobody fan with her to the Oscars. Heck if she wanted to meet up a few time before then together to get to know each other better I'm all for it.. "
Yes this offer still stand so Ellen Page If you are reading this give me a call Anyway as I was saying this is just one example a better example would be like ideas for road trip to nowhere. Where you wake up one day head in any direction you feel like stop in small towns and see what they have to offer then move on in a different direction and just see what you come across. No plans. No schedules. Just freedom.
And that is why I am so smitten and fascinated with the woman.
Song on my mind:
Owl City 'Vanilla Twilight'
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.