Here is a little something I wrote Dec. 8, 2008 (i thought i would post it; for no other reason than... well, i like it)
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AT THIS MOMENT, YOU SHOULD FEEL LIKE WE DO, HOW YOU LOVE TO, BUT NEVER WILL AGAIN.... I MISS YOU MY DEAREST SEAN, TIFFANY, SKY, ETC............


The fucking list never stops. FRIENDS ARE DROPPING DEAD LIKE FLIES...And then you...
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franpire:
Aloha, me and games don't mix anywayz
Thanks for the warm welcome back sunshine
Thanks for the warm welcome back sunshine
lymphae:
so glad you are back darling! Keep in touch xoxo
Its Sunday morning , 12:30 A.M......
Lately this city has been dead to me because of all the violence and dangers surrounding.
Kids with guns. I've been held up at gun point at least three times that I can remember , and i don't want my luck to run out and die over 50 cents, because here in New Orleans, people will kill you over...
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Hello everybody out there in Suicide Girl Land , and whoever is reading thsi.....
I am soooo fucking happy that Halloween is coming up... My new year... The witches new year.... I do think this year will be better for me than the last... Last year sucked ... more of my friends died, more of my soul has died and more chains have been strapped...
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I am soooo fucking happy that Halloween is coming up... My new year... The witches new year.... I do think this year will be better for me than the last... Last year sucked ... more of my friends died, more of my soul has died and more chains have been strapped...
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Tonight was a crazy night for me..... I am sooo happy.... I was mommie of the year !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me and my son Kaleb spent a lot of time together being total kids ... he is 4 and I am 33 going on 103.....
Anyway it is 12:32 Am and I just got finished writing a great description of my photo set that I will submit...
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Me and my son Kaleb spent a lot of time together being total kids ... he is 4 and I am 33 going on 103.....
Anyway it is 12:32 Am and I just got finished writing a great description of my photo set that I will submit...
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yogamaster:
Good luck on the set, look forward to seeing it x
franpire:
Hey beautiful, how are you? I'm back on here. Just checking in on old friends!
WHERE IS THE NO MORE OUCHIES SPRAY WHEN YA NEED IT ????????????????????? (haha)
No, fuck... The slice on my thumb is hurting like a mother and nothing is helping.... so, if the real good shit isn't doing a damn thing... then GIVE ME COOKIE !!!!!!!!!!
I should be posting up a new set in the next week, as soon as my lazy ass resizes all...
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No, fuck... The slice on my thumb is hurting like a mother and nothing is helping.... so, if the real good shit isn't doing a damn thing... then GIVE ME COOKIE !!!!!!!!!!
I should be posting up a new set in the next week, as soon as my lazy ass resizes all...
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daphnee:
wow, azreale, i really love reading your blogs.... i must be your biggest fan...
hahahhhhahahhahhahaha
(ok, now , i guess i'll go take my meds and really go to sleep)
azreale
hahahhhhahahhahhahaha
(ok, now , i guess i'll go take my meds and really go to sleep)
azreale
yogamaster:
I enjoyed reading your blog
hope your thumb gets better soon, chainmail gloves my help LOL
This is Capt. Klonopin reporting live from the Oxy Squad Headquarters somewhere unknown..... not even by me... haha.
Anyway the hot news on the streets is that : Azreale has been captured by Coraline and is debating whether or not she wants to exchange her beautiful blue eyes for a set of button eyes.... Also, she is gonna donate all of her human organs to...
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Anyway the hot news on the streets is that : Azreale has been captured by Coraline and is debating whether or not she wants to exchange her beautiful blue eyes for a set of button eyes.... Also, she is gonna donate all of her human organs to...
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tweedle:
wow thanks sooo much for your comment on my set...it really meant a lot. it means so much more to be told that I look confident, above all else. that really made my day
btw... Coraline is AWESOME!
btw... Coraline is AWESOME!
I have been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately . My day starts off at 7 A.M when I wake up my little one, then I get a small break if he decides to take a nap, when he wakes up we go outside so he can play, then it is time for me to hurry up and take a shower, get dressed and...
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littlejohn22:
so, how are things going now? sending you some positive vibes in hope you can use them to inpower you to help stay clean. have a great week.
I'm going to title this one WTF ?????????
This is a subject that can be broken down into so many categories depending on the topic , so I guess I should choose just one in general.
HHMMMM ???? MY Life , as it exists right now - WTF ???
I could write a set of crazy, intelligent, etc . bunch of short stories; enough to...
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This is a subject that can be broken down into so many categories depending on the topic , so I guess I should choose just one in general.
HHMMMM ???? MY Life , as it exists right now - WTF ???
I could write a set of crazy, intelligent, etc . bunch of short stories; enough to...
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It seems like the days are so long lately that I don't know if today is Tuesday or Wednesday.... Either way, I am still working with my upcoming photoset... it is driving me mad.... I thought I had the perfect name picked out for the photoshoot , now , i am second guessing myself. Also, my pictures are looking kinda blurry ... so i don't...
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lillithvain:
I have to ask everyday 'what day is it' I think I may be losing my mind. I can't wait to see the upcoming set!
lillithvain:
cool pictures

If I didn't have my medication I can't imagine what I'd be like, I was damned near suicidal befor starting my meds. I used to cut myself a lot, but the meds block those urges. Now I fear death instead of craving it, and feel like I have a lot to live for.
But I keep screwing up everything good in my life. Plus I'm unemployed and feel like a leech. Fortunately I get a disability check for my bi-polar disorder and other stuff, but the check is only $666.00, and most of it is paying off old medical bills, and credit card debt. And the rest I blow on unnesecary junk because I have impulse control probs, therefore my mom manages my money for me. I'm 29 and I still live with my family, at least my bf liives with us too.
well I gotta go to the store and get groceries, I look foward to hearing from you again