daphnee

I am so fucking aggravated right now...
people are full of lies and deception and i hate this fucking world...

I know better than to trust people.. never had too many friends b/c i knew that i couldn't trust anyone... and it is true.. you can not trust a mother fucking soul... not even yourself most of the time...

well. i can't speak for everyone , but for me ... i guess this holds true...
i am stuck in a situation where i don't know what to do about it...
i always fuck myself and go back on something that i said i would never do again...
but i don't really know.. its my insecurities.. but can't someone pick up the goddamn phone...
i know you hear it ringing off the fucking hook... pick it up and at least say fuck off or something.. the worse is just hanging there not sure about anything.. then your world becomes engrossed in a pacing around the house adventure with your mind having racing thoughts of "what if " and "only if i would of " and " what the fuck"...

I have yet to be proven wrong on my theory.. but i hope one day some person... male or female will love me and be true..
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Daphnee