daphnee

I love that picture.... I think anyone with a taste for art could appreciate it, or at least anyone who is/was a junky could....

Last night went to a N/A meeting...
The meetings here are different than the meetings in Texas.... I like the ones in Texas better....
Well. I really like the ones in downtown New orleans b/c there are a lot of hard core recovering junkies like me there and it is easy to relate to... But for reasons I will not talk about... New Orleans is not a safe place for me to stroll around in....

Ok,
so I have a dilemna with my cheek piercings again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
They are stuck in my skin....
the inside skin of my mouth has grown over completely the back of both ends of the jewlery in my cheeks... so the post just stick straight out on the outside and I can't get them out... \
I've been slicing away the insides of my cheeks with a straight razor , trying to get to the jewelry to take it out... I don't want to leave it out, I need to change the jewelry b/c it is too long and also i don't like to feel like I have a piece of stainless steel stuck inside my face....

Well, I'm about to go for round two.... I feel like i've drank a pint of my own blood... fuck !!!!!!!!!! but i'm determined.. so here i go...
wish me luck..
Daphnee