Its Sunday morning , 12:30 A.M......
Lately this city has been dead to me because of all the violence and dangers surrounding.
Kids with guns. I've been held up at gun point at least three times that I can remember , and i don't want my luck to run out and die over 50 cents, because here in New Orleans, people will kill you over that just cause of principal.
I've been reading A LOT.... meaning i've been reading the same page of a book five times before i can actually go on to the next... I go to N/A meetings every night, which is good; its keeping me off the heroin... well actually my self will is keeping me off, but my faith in a program is helping me deal...
Today was disappointing to me.. I took my son to his school where they had all kinds of games and stuff and when we got there... he just wanted me to hold him and go home after ten minutes of being there.... This morning , after i had one hour of sleep, we decorated three pumpkins to enter into the contest... mine was awesome, so I thought... I painted it all crazy , like a cool looking girlie like me and put piercings in all over her face... my son just went crazy with the paint brush and painted his all sorts of colors which turned out to look like a hippie style pumpkin....
One good thing came out of it.... his pumpkin won first prize !!!!!!!!!! (good job kaleb ), mommies pumpkin sucked... but the judges where priest, so hahahahhaha... i want my pumpkin back because it was bad ass.....
Well my pictures are in and are pending.... torture of waiting... inpatience..... but maybe its a good sign... I don't know, i will check again in the morning...
goodnight to all and to all a good night...
Azreale
