I'm going to title this one WTF ?????????
This is a subject that can be broken down into so many categories depending on the topic , so I guess I should choose just one in general.
HHMMMM ???? MY Life , as it exists right now - WTF ???
I could write a set of crazy, intelligent, etc . bunch of short stories; enough to fill a huge bible space; filled with all my seemingly far-fetched, but ultimately true experiences......
(anyone got that )???
I am having major anxiety attacks today, so I guess I will break out the xanax and take a few bars, even though I was trying to ween myself off, maybe right now is not the right time. who knows, who cares... (I do, when the script runs out and no more refills - f*ck !!!!!!!!! haha)
I am on a new program for Suboxone Therapy. Its not like its the first time, nor do I think it will be the last; if I would of said so, then i'd be a flat out liar, because no one knows what tommorrow has in store for them. Even if you are trying your hardest to stay straight, the evil is patiently awaiting, just around the corner, just a brief encounter and you could fall right back in Death's arms. Anyway, I have to go to one more meeting tonight in order to see the doctor/preacher . His requirements are that , 1. stay clean (I hope he means only the hard stuff and not pot ?) 2. that you attend 4 Suboxone (n/a) meetings at his church. I should of went last night, but I was too tired, and tonight they have Bible study which will count for a meeting.......... WTF.
But like the world goes; sometimes you have to do what is required to get what you want at all costs. Well, at least thats the way it is for me../.
Just ordered a new tattoo machine, I hope it comes in soon , cant wait to start tattooing with my stuff.
Azreale
This is a subject that can be broken down into so many categories depending on the topic , so I guess I should choose just one in general.
HHMMMM ???? MY Life , as it exists right now - WTF ???
I could write a set of crazy, intelligent, etc . bunch of short stories; enough to fill a huge bible space; filled with all my seemingly far-fetched, but ultimately true experiences......
(anyone got that )???
I am having major anxiety attacks today, so I guess I will break out the xanax and take a few bars, even though I was trying to ween myself off, maybe right now is not the right time. who knows, who cares... (I do, when the script runs out and no more refills - f*ck !!!!!!!!! haha)
I am on a new program for Suboxone Therapy. Its not like its the first time, nor do I think it will be the last; if I would of said so, then i'd be a flat out liar, because no one knows what tommorrow has in store for them. Even if you are trying your hardest to stay straight, the evil is patiently awaiting, just around the corner, just a brief encounter and you could fall right back in Death's arms. Anyway, I have to go to one more meeting tonight in order to see the doctor/preacher . His requirements are that , 1. stay clean (I hope he means only the hard stuff and not pot ?) 2. that you attend 4 Suboxone (n/a) meetings at his church. I should of went last night, but I was too tired, and tonight they have Bible study which will count for a meeting.......... WTF.
But like the world goes; sometimes you have to do what is required to get what you want at all costs. Well, at least thats the way it is for me../.
Just ordered a new tattoo machine, I hope it comes in soon , cant wait to start tattooing with my stuff.
Azreale
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