Brandon, Florida is a boring place at night. If you really want something to do, your bst options are typically 15 to 30 minute drive into Ybor where more bars and nightclubs than are really needed can be readily found, or to go St. Pete, or someplace else in Tampa. Either way you're looking at least at a 20 minute drive. If you're like me,...
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Soooo, I'm going to get a pic up for my profile eventually. It'll be there one of these days. I just made a folder for some of my pics, it'll just be random stuff. For now, I'm putting two pics of me at a Dog Fashion Disco concert I went to. I got pics with a couple of the opening bands, but sadly none with...
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lilac44:
And to think I once heard women in the UK were commonly unnatractive...Surely not the case.
Aww no way! Theres loads of beautiful ladies over here!
Whoever told you that was grossly misinformed!
lilac44:
Indeed I was misinformed. After geting on this site I'm finding all manner of beautiful women from the UK, yourself included. Maybe one of these days I'll visit the UK, when I'm freaked out atthe prospect of being American and in another country.
Come & see all the beautiful ladies 
You give it a heft
To feel its weight in your hand
The gravity of this
Is far from lost on you
You place its cold impassive barrel
Up against you head
Your finger hesitates upon the trigger guard
I know where you are
I have an idea where you've been
For everyone its different
But for the hell present within
Hopelessness and solitude
Have...
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To feel its weight in your hand
The gravity of this
Is far from lost on you
You place its cold impassive barrel
Up against you head
Your finger hesitates upon the trigger guard
I know where you are
I have an idea where you've been
For everyone its different
But for the hell present within
Hopelessness and solitude
Have...
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You know what? Fuck dating. Fuck it. At least as far as I'm concerened, fuck it. I don't deserve anybody. I've finally accepted that. Its true. The more I think about it the more I agree. I'm too fucked up to deserve anyone. So I'm going to completely quit looking and trying. There is no point. There's nobody out there for me. There really isn't....And...
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I saw Bad Religion play tonight. They did a show at Janus Landing in St. Pete. That was a fucking awesome show. The first band sucked, the second band, Rise Against kicked ass, and when Bad Religion hit the stage, it was fucking great...You knew everybody was here to see THOSE GUYS. Almost a thousand kids pushed against one another screaming the lyrics to every...
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Well, Heather wants nothing to do with me now, as best as I can tell. She won't talk to me, which in my opinion is a really immature way of going about this whole thing. I have apologized to her several times, meant it each time, and even left her alone for about a solid week. She won't even give me 15 minutes of her...
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_roy:
not that I know ANYTHING about girls, because I'm as ignorant as the next sucker... but... I have had a lot of "mishaps" and the girls who blow them out of scale and hate you for little things... well they come and go. The ones who put up with your shit, when you're a total retard.... those are the ones to stress after... because they are the real deal. real gems you know?
if you can let it go, then maybe the girl will see you really didn't mean anything by it... and that she's the one thats freaking out.
but I know it's hard to just let one that seemed real good slip by because of something said...
I don't know shit actually, so yeah, I'll shut up, it isn't my biz so yeah, best of luck dude!
if you can let it go, then maybe the girl will see you really didn't mean anything by it... and that she's the one thats freaking out.
but I know it's hard to just let one that seemed real good slip by because of something said...
I don't know shit actually, so yeah, I'll shut up, it isn't my biz so yeah, best of luck dude!
dansquatch:
I appreciate it. I'll need luck I guess. See, I don't often meet a girl as cool as this one that actually likes me. She's my only option as it were, and as it were, she's terriffic. She's funny, pretty, and has a great personality that makes her a lot of fun to talk to and be around. So yeah, I saw potential with this one. But she's too busy being weirded out by something I have apologized for several times and thus far it seems like she won't be talking to me anymore. It sucks hard, but its back to the old drawing board as it were. I give up on her. Honestly if she won't even talk to me to let me at least know if she accepts or declines my apology, then she's not worth my time. I just have to be dissapointed and walk on. I give her till this Friday. If she doen't call or anything then I'll e mail her and state my case one last time. that's it after that.
So I did indeed weird my new girlfriend out. I guess I was being a little too optimistic calling her my girlfriend. I think I misread her and that I was overestimating how well things would go. Well I slipped up, made her feel weird, and now I think she hates me and thinks I'm a clingy creep because I accidentally said "I love you."...
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So I did indeed weird my new girlfriend out. I guess I was being a little too optimistic calling her my girlfriend. I think I misread her and that I was overestimating how well things would go. well I slipped up, made her feel weird, and now I think she hates me and thinks I'm a clingy creep because I accidentally said "I love you."...
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Go see Shaun of the Dead. Seriously, its worth your money. Its funny as hell, and good and gory too. I saw it last night with my friends and my girlfriend. I loved it. Speaking of my girlfriend, man she's rad. I met her online, on hotornot.com, and I've been talking to her for awhile online and on the phone. Well, I finally got to...
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_roy:
hey dude, that rocks! congrats... and yeah, shawn of the dead rocks too.
you know patrick bateman is around these SG parts too... I got to remember his user name. we should start a uranium group.
you know patrick bateman is around these SG parts too... I got to remember his user name. we should start a uranium group.
dansquatch:
Dude, a uranium group? Hells yeah. Sounds awesome.
I've been feeling much more inspired lately, I have that familiar flow of thoughts and words in my head back after a while....I should be writing something new soon, we'll see how that works out...I tell ya, my inspiration has waned a lot since I started writing back in high school. It used to be I wrote 3 or 4 poems a day, then I...
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(Sorry, I'm in a stupid mood
Gee now I feel lik a doofus for making a boob joke when everybody's getting all meaningful.
Heh, don't.
I wasn't depressed or owt, just cynical & angsty
Still don't believe in love, but thats not important!
The boobie comment was the best one