dansquatch

Feeling pretty down tonight. Just lonely..like in general. I feel like I don't have anybody at all, like there's nobody there. And its not true, I know that I have friends...I dunno maybe I'm just tired of them, or the fact I feel lke I don't know them like I used to. I have so little in common with anybody I know. Its weird. I guess I'm just burnt out on people at the moment. I have to say that the thing I hate more than loneliness is the fact that its even an issue. I mean shit, I can take care of myself, why the fuck should I need anybody? Why need anybody at all? Why involve myself with anyone on any level? All I can say is that its human nature. We all have this feeling of neediness in us I guess. We have this need to be part of a group. Maybe its some old survival instinct (like a strength in numbers kind of thing) and its just gotten warped over time, especially since the modern age with cities popping up everywhere. Its a bummer, this stupid need for company. Then again, I think most human emotions are a bummer. Just such a waste.