dansquatch

Well kids its been fun. I've enjoyed this weird and interesting little online community in the time I've been here. But I must leave. I'm not sure exactly how long I'll be sticking around, but it can't be much longer. My dad is cutting the internet, and within the next 4 to 6 months I will have to leave my home. this home that has been as a part of me for all 21 years of my life will end being sold at least by the year's end. My parents are going to begin a separation, and eventually a divorce. I honestly have no idea where exactly that will leave me, but as a hard as all this is for me I will face each coming day will a resolve to take things as they come and do as best as I can. I am thankful that through all this I have had my family and my closest friends at my side. their support and care means everything. In truth, I feel that between my truest friends and family there is little or no difference. I try to repay them with loyalty and love as best as I am able. They, and my sense of honor and duty are what helps to keep me grounded when the ground has been pulled from beaneath me. They're all I have. I have met some very interesting people on this site and I certainly wish i had longer to get to know some of you. Be well, and take care of yourselves. I'll be back eventually, though I do not know when. I still have time, but not much. So for now, goodbye.







Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
There I was staring
back at the bottom.
Let's just make this clear,
it came from these tears.
Carved across our chest, loyalty.
And with the new light,
there was young hope.
To underline the meaning,
and carve our names in.

At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?

So I lit lanterns,
to light up all these words,
looking back I know
it's what I'd die for.
And through all of this life,
smashed away all the strife,
a friendship I paint, untouchable.

And I want you to know
how all of you made me,
how all of you saved me and...

I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?

"At the End of August" - 36 Crazyfists